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Chapter 1

⬆️ this is what aaron looks like but with darker aesthetic and slightly darker hair
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i took a step into the building already thinking of running but before I can do that I heard a voice calling for me, I turned to see who it was and a girl running towards me.

"Hey, my name is Blair and you must aaron, its nice to meet you, i was assigned to help you around school"
"Um hi"
"Well let's go"

She started walking and I followed her behind. I still thought it was a bad idea and should've ran when I had the chance. Its been few weeks since then but I still felt a little conscious when I was around people.

"What number are you?" she suddenly said
"Huh?" I snapped out of my thoughts
"Your locker, what number are you?"
"Oh it's" i looked at the sheet in my hand "its number 86"
"Yay we're next to each other, come on ill show you were it is" she grabbed my hand and and ran to our lockers "here it is"
"Thanks ig"
"And by the way for your dorm key you have to go to the principals office, come on I'll show you where it is" before she could grab my hand i yanked it away
"Maybe calm down a bit, and I can follow on my own, there's no need for you to hold my hand"
"Sorry I just get so excited about new students, I love making new friends"
"We aren't friends" it was a little harsh but true
"Oh, it's okay we will be" before I could protest she spoke again "come on let's go" and started walking to the principals office
I followed her behind. When we got to the office i knocked twice and went in without an approval, Blair followed me in.

"Hi I'm here for my dorm key"
"Hello" the principal spoke "your name?"
"Aaron Sinclair" i answered
"Oh yes, hold on I'll get it"
I nodded as He disappeared into another room
"Wait Sinclair? Are you the brother of Bridget Sinclair?" I look over to her, her shocked face says it all
"Yes"
"Oh my god I know your sister"
"Everybody does"
"She's so nice and why are you such an asshole?"
I shrugged as the principal came back into the room holding my dorm key
"Here, also here's your locker combination" he handed me my key and a folded piece of paper

Me and Blair left the office and she helped me find my dorm
"The dorns are out in the back of the school, what number are you? Maybe we're close"
I pull out the sheet of paper and unfold it "it says my dorm number is 6 and the room is 18"
"Oh my god we're in the same dorm, that means we're in the same class"
"Um" she saw my puzzled face and explained that
"The whole class shares the dorm, it's really big and fits a lot of rooms, you also get your own bathroom so that's a relief"

We continued walking and finally got to the building. We went inside and headed to the elevator, we got in and Blair pusher the number sixth. An awkward silence filled the elevator and I couldn't wait until I got in my room and just collapsed on my bed. The elevator door opened straight into the room, just like Blair said it was pretty big with a big living room and a decent sized kitchen in the corner, there were people sitting on the sofa and some on the floor talking

"Hey everyone!" Blair yelled to get everyone's attention "this is aaron Sinclair and he is our new classroom"
I sighed "hi ig" before they could come up to me I just walked away and went to look for my room

The first though that came to my mind when i opened the door and saw my room was that it was hurting my eyes with the amount of white it had, it needed a lot of work to actually look like a decent room, like new sheets, posters, random decorations and maybe even some fake plants. I threw my backpack on the ground and collapsed on the bed, it was fluffy and comfortable. I only brought some necessities with my backpack and i was supposed bring other stuff tomorrow so it was pretty empty in here.

Few hours later Blair came into my room and made herself comfortable on my bed

"So what's up roomie" she smiled as she adjusted herself on my bed
"I was good until you came in"
She rolled her eyes
"So tell me something about yourself"
"No thanks"
"Oh come on, I wanna get to know my new roommate"
"Bro what are we on a date? Just shut up"
"Ew no im not into guys"
"I am"
"You're gay too? Awesome"

She tried to get the conversation going and get me to talk but she couldn't really get much out of me, but it was still nice talking to someone and I'll admit that she wasn't half bad and maybe i even considered her a friend now.

It was already late, Blair had left couple of minutes ago and I was getting ready to go to bed, I dug into my bag to find pijamas and quickly change into them. Good thing about this room was that it had a balcony with a chair and a nice view, the sunset here was beautiful.
I look at my phone and it was already 2am so I get into bed and try to fall asleep

*"Please! Stop!..." i say trying to get him to stop, im crying and begging but nothing is working
he keeps going, thrusting faster and harder each time
"oh fuck..." he curses, he grabs me by my chin "shut up for fucks sake!"
im still crying and sobbing and trying to get free
"why are you so difficult!"
thats what he said, his exact words, his words while raping me, while i begged him to stop, while crying my heart out. but he kept on going like he didnt hear me, or maybe my screams were like a melody to his ears.*
woke up sweating and panting, why was i suddenly dreaming of this, i really thought I was over it, but i guess not, I cursed under my breath. I got up and went to the bathroom to splash water on my face but it did nothing, I got back to bed but as much as i tried i couldn't sleep, I dug into my backpack and found a pack of cigarettes, i always said I'd quit but every time I failed and came back to them, I got out on the balcony and put the cigarette in my mouth, the reason I can't quit is cause it calms me down and helps me relax, even after a shitty nightmare.
I looked at my phone and it's 5am, I had school at 8am sk there was no point in trying to go back to sleep so i just enjoyed the beautiful sunset in front of me.

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WC: 1237w

So this is my first chapter (and story) and kinda feel nervous about sharing this but if there are any mistakes please let me know and I'll try to fix it in the future. Bye<3