A night to remember. (creek)

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When i was a kid, my great great grandmother used to tell me how much i reminded her of her brother. Even said his nickname sounded like mine name. Tweety, He was called. She used to say it was because he used to sing and whistle everyone's head off but.. she also said the nickname was made by his friend, Best-Friend. And the more i looked at old pictures of them together i noticed after a specific point their pictures grew to feature more physical touching. Rubbed me in a weird way when i looked at them. When i asked her what happened to tweety she looked upset and said she'd tell me when i was older, But she passed away before she could. But not before she gave me a necklace Tweety owned

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When i came out to my parents they took pity on me and said "We'll support you  through this phase son, but. You don't know that. You just haven't found the right girl ok? So give it some time before you start labeling" I guess they're right. They always knew what was better for me, since that's what parents should know. But i was still pretty sure i was gay. When i was a young kid, i always felt nervous about hanging out with the guys, Because i felt something for some of them. It was a feeling i never felt before. Every time a guy patted me on the back i felt sparks coarse through me and straight to my heart. But i just thought it was cause i liked their friendship a whole lot so i never brought it up to an adult. Guys always asked me how i just went up to a girl without freaking out and i always just shrugged, never understanding why they couldn't do it as easily as i did.

But then i met Craig Tucker and he changed everything. Our parents were friends and hung out a lot so i was able to hang out with Craig almost all the time, and all of the feelings i was feeling for some of my guy friends in school were cracked up to 100 and by this time kids were talking about crushes and stuff and when one kid mentioned every feeling i was getting being with Craig i realized. I had a crush on Craig Tucker. It was just an innocent childhood crush that was forcefully broken apart when our parents had a nasty fall out with each other and banned us from seeing each other. Worst part was that me and Craig didn't go to the same school so it wasn't until high school we saw each other. And by that time i fell out of love, forgotten about it completely 

Until. Me and Craig were walking through the hallway. With our hands locked together. Every memory flooded back. it was all the way back in kindergarten. Shoved deep into the back of my mind. I couldn't tell if he noticed ( because of the fact he was the one who reached out and grabbed my hand ) but i didn't dare try to tell him or bring any attention to it. When we reached our class i noticed he noticed and when he noticed he noticed that i had noticed it a long time ago and noticed that i made no effort to try and slip away and we just kind of awkwardly let go and walked to our new seats. We weren't allowed to choose which classes to move, but we could choose to sit anywhere we wanted together i.e steal two poor suckers seats. 

I honestly expected to be called Faggot or Fairy or whatever those fuckers come up with since its been like that all year ever since word got out that "13 year old Tweek Tweak is a raging homosexual!!" By word of mouth from my mother when she had a little too much to drink and spilled to all of her friends. everyone's mother was talking about it openly and that spread it like wild fire. I never reported anything because i didn't care as long as it wasn't physical harassment you know? but people were coming up to us in the halls saying we were a cute couple- Mainly girls but still people! it was weird. 

"둘이 같이 있는거 너무 귀여워요!!"  "오른쪽!" one of the Asian girls walked up to us "당신을 그려도 될까요?" "Huh-" "What?" "나는 그것을 그렇다고 받아들이겠습니다!" She took out a sketch pad and walked away "Did she Gh- just pull a book out of her ass?-" "I think she just did-" "How?-" Craig closed his locker and put his books back into his backpack "I dunno, Wanna skip class?"

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Tweek slowly turned his head to me with the most mortified face i have ever seen "NO?! WH- Ghn!- WHAT THE FUCK?!?!" 

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My motivation goes up to down so quickly