Its Complicated

#1 Where It All Started:

Where It All Started:

Kendall's POV(or known as Kelly)

Here I am right now, on my bed in my PJs, thinking about all that's happened this year. How did this all happen? I thought. I remember last year, when we were just focusing on school. And only THINKING about boys. Not DEALING with them. Now thinking over this year there's been school and drama. Dealing with boys, b1tches, home, and school. Now, I finally get a break and guess what? I'm bored! Just thinking about what happened this year. Regretting things, not regretting things, being sad and hurt, to happy and excited. This year has been nothing but complicated. It still is. Right now, at present time, I am on summer vacation.

Again. I'm bored as hell!

Curious at to why this is all so complicated? Well, you're about to find out.

It all started in the beginning of the 6th grade. The year we just finished. I guess now that I'm officially going to the 7th grade. It's all just last year's drama. Last year is where it all started.

The first day of 6th grade:
I walked into the cafeteria and approached my class and one of my best-friends. (now enemy but she doesn't know that, Chasity) She was talking to a very petite girl that reminded me of another girl but she moved away. This petite girl I am proud to call my best-friend, was Bella. Since it was so loud in the cafeteria, when she said her name, I thought it was Isabella instead. I knew we would become great friends, judging by how she liked the same things as me and looked like a girl I would get along with. In the end I was right.

At in about a minute later, the 6th grade was called to line up in the gym. I saw my closest best friend, Adeline, there. I was so excited! I hadn't gotten the chance to talk to her for the past 2 months since I didn't have an iPad or phone back then.

We stood next to each other as our teacher called us to go up stairs. Once we arrived in the classroom, the girls were lined up on one side of the classroom while the guys were lined up on the other.

The teacher, Ms. Keyes, called out our names to sit in specific seats. I was assigned to sit with my crush Ryder, a guy named Nathan who I didn't really know that well, and his ex girlfriend, who was always mean to me for no reason, Ema. She said she was going to make an effort to be nice to me this year. Which I was pleased to hear. No one really knows why she hates Nathan, but we all know she did in the beginning of the year. Even he didn't know what he did to make her this mad at him. But he loved her though.

She would call him a creep and say he was harassing her when all he did was talk to her and be nice to her. She couldn't get away from him though, since she sat next to him.

Then, he passed me note about her. It read:

I love Ema. And I want to spend the rest of my life with her.

Call it cliché but it warmed my heart that a guy would say that and not be embarrassed.

"Awww" I said as I looked up from the note

"Let me see" Ryder said, already looking over my shoulder to see. I passed it to him.

"You love her?" Ryder asked Nathan with an eyebrow raised

He nodded his head.

"You want to marry her?" I asked

He nodded again.

"Let me see!" Ema said getting annoyed that we wouldn't tell her. We passed her the note and once she finished reading she said
"Eww get away from me creep"  with disgust as if he were something that came out of the sewer, leaning away from him as if he would spread a disease.

He immediately got mad and ripped the note from her hand, writing something else on the note. When he was done, the words that he previously wrote were crossed and instead in the note it read:

I hate her. She should go to hell.

After I read it, I asked, "So you're over her?" Raising an eyebrow

He nodded his head.

Yeah. Sure. I thought. He can't be over her just like that. I know he's only trying to hide his true emotions.
When Ema said that, I saw a flash of hurt in his eyes leave as fast as it came before he snatched the note from her. Again, call it cliché but when I read the note, it warmed my heart and made me have feelings for him. But I shook the feeling away because I knew I couldn't like him.

After that, everything went back to normal. When we could, we would talk and laugh. Before I knew it, it was already lunch time. Yum!
Did I mention I bring my own lunch? Yeah that's why I'm happy.

We lined up and I sat in the boys' table with Adeline and Chasity.

"Kelly, Toby is so annoying" Addy said in a whiny voice

"And?" I asked What am I supposed to do about it?

"You don't care?!" She gasped. Being dramatic. Again.

"It's not that I don't care its just- you know what I mean, just don't let him annoy you" I said simply

"It too hard" she said in her whiny voice again

After that, we just ate lunch while talking about anything else. When I came home, I texted Adeline for a while, went listen to music, and went to bed that day.