Just Right For Me. Or is he?

Chapter 3

Jenny.
A few weeks pass, festival,parties,Dinners . Ive attended them all. I write in my diary -This is the country life i never expected to happen, Jaden has eyed me everywhere i have went as well as Cameron but jaden tells every guy i talk too to leave and don't come back which is rude and i don't know why , i think both of them could just be a little protective because i'm in a vulnerable state i guess, but i will figure it out. A knock vibrates off the door and i tell them to come in and to my surprise Jaden walks in. "sup shortie, what are you up too?" he speaks. "writing." i say grumpy. "why the long face sweetheart?" he grins. He never grins at anyone apart from his family and now..me? "nothing there is not a long face so be quiet." I move his face gently away from mine and he grabs my hand and we both look at each other deeply and he turns away looking sad. "what's wrong?". His face is still turned away from me. He quietly says "i can't do this again." I move his head so he knows i feel confused. "do what again? what were we doing?". He leaves my bed and says "i just can't okay." He exits my room and closes my door gently leaving me confused in my thoughts wondering what he was trying to say.

Jaden
She is too perfect. The way she looks her silky long straight brunette hair ,her crystal blue eyes ,her smile ,even her body it amazes me how curvy she is. I couldn't do it again. What if i broke her heart by doing something stupid. I won't let her fall for me but even though she's not mine legally. She is still mine, and only mine and i'll make sure of it. "You okay man?" cameron looks at me. i move my head quickly coming out of my mind. "no i'm not , i like her and i can't let her like me i just know ill break her heart." he sits down next to me. " Honeslty?, if you like her go for it that girl deserves somebody willing to give her what she needs, she needs a guy in her life that's willing to show her the things her father can't. That person could be you if you make it happen."
"You think so?" i look at him. " yeah jaden you might seem boring and mean to other people but you're not cruel and i'm sure Jenny knows it." I smile at him and he walks outside to help dad with the garden.