"odasaku -"
"i d-don't know what to do,"
useless tears fall on an old drab film
"i don't,"
"i don't know what to do,"
"odasaku"
"i don't feel like a good person. i tried so hard, i really did odasaku."
dazai let out a sorrowful sickening laughter, snatching his neck bandages.a small gasp escaped from the hopeless man. looking up from the photo
"You were right, odasaku,"
"Nothing i ever do will make me belong in this world,"
"i have no place here or in the pm."
"odasaku, you wouldn't mind if i come visit, right?"
Dazai slowly got up and made his way to the bathroom. Connected to his room
Seting down the photo of oda him and ango on the sink opining the sink cabinet
"How should I come visit you?" He said in a raspy voice, polling out some unlabeled pills and a razor blade
"Or I could go and get one of my ropes," turning his head to the picture, almost as if he was expecting an answer.
Dazai let out a sigh, resting his hands on the sink
"It's getting to the point where I don't even care if it hurts,"
Small laughter escaped from his mouth. "Oh, odasaku, don't look at me like that,"
Picking up the bag of pills examining it, "What do you think is in here?"
Opening the bag and poring 10 pills in his hand to see what he has,
"2 Tylenol,1 m2,2 paroxetine, and 3 klonopin"
"Do you think these will work odasaku?"
Popping 6 of the pills
"Hmm,"
"I wander what these are," looking at 2 unknown pills. Whall swallowing the 2 Tylenol.
"Ehhh," Whall swallowing the rest
A few more tears fall on his already staned checks
"I'll see you soon, odasaku."dazai said as he grabbed more pills.
Whall taking 4 more pills, not caring what they are.
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Sorry, it was short. the other chapters are probably gonna be a bit longer.
I'm also writing chapter 2 today as well. It's most likely gonna be short As well
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why are you always leaving me||sad soukoku||
FanfictionFirstly, I suck at writing Secondly, I suck at descriptions. Third, but most of all, the story might not be that short, but the chapters will be. But hopefully, you would like my short story. Cover art, not mine. This is suokoku angst/fluff fanfic...
