Trust No One | A Hyunlix Story

The Aftermath

When Felix woke up the next morning, he felt dizzy, and his head was pounding. He felt like he had to throw up, so he wanted to go to the bathroom, but as soon as he tried to stand up, he immediately fell down. Jisung woke up due to the noise, and went to check on Felix.

"Felix! Are you okay? Let me help you get up." Jisung gave him his hand to help him get up, but he still struggled. He went back on his bed with the help of his roommate.

"Yeah, I'm fine, but I don't think my legs are...I don't know why, but I just can't stand up properly..." Felix muttered. He was trying to think about everything that has happened the previous night, but couldn't remember anything. The only thing he remembered was when he arrived at the party, and drank a few drinks. He doesn't remember how much he drank, but he realized that he got drunk. Felix wondered if he had done anything bad.

"You don't remember?" His roommate asked concerned.

"Remember what? What did I do?" Felix asked, starting to think that he maybe did do something bad.

"Apparently, Hyunjin fucked you. Minho told me yesterday night before he left. You seriously don't remember that?"

"WHAT?!? HYUNJIN DID WHAT? I HAD SEX WITH WHO? WHAT THE FUCK WAS I DOING HAVING SEX WITH A GUY LIKE HYUNJIN?" Felix put his hands up on his head. He didn't believe he fucked THE Hyunjin.

"I seriously fucked up. Friends aren't supposed to fuck. What do I do, now?" The blond added. He laid on his bed, and closed his eyes. He wished it was a dream. Of course Hyunjin is handsome and a very good friend, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to have sexual activities with him...He was just not ready to go fuck someone...And on top of all, was Hyunjin also drunk when they fucked? Does Hyunjin remember what happened last night? He couldn't think straight anymore. He was worried their friendship was ruined.

"Let me go get you a glass of water, I think you'll need it to sober up. You also don't look well..." Jisung walked to the kitchen and got him a glass of water, and came back. He sat on Felix's bed, and gave him some water.

"Do you need to throw up? I can help you go to the bathroom." Jisung kindly asked.

"Yeah, thank you so much." Felix tried to get up from his bed with the help of his friend, and slowly walked toward the bathroom. When they were inside, Felix got on his knees and leaned over the toilet bowl. Nothing came out at first, but a bit after, he started to throw up. Jisung just waited there patiently while the younger was throwing up.

"I'm sure that if you go talk to Hyunjin today, you'll sort things out, and it's gonna be fine." The elder said, thinking. He was trying to help Felix calm down.

"Okay, but the second problem is that I can't walk, I can't just make you move me around." 

"It's f-" Someone was knocking at the door as Jisung was trying to say something. Felix was done puking, and had washed his face already, so the two guys went to the door and opened it. Hyunjin was standing at the door frame staring at the ground. 

"Hey, Felix...Can I...come in?" Hyunjin asked.

"Uhh, sure!" Felix answered with a weak smile. He didn't know what to do. Hyunjin came inside, while Jisung was helping Felix sit on his bed. After he sat down, Hyunjin sat beside him. There was a silent, and no one wanted to break it, until Jisung announced that he had to leave because Minho was waiting for him. He had planned to go eat dinner with him, so he left the two friends alone in the room.

"How are you feeling, Lix?" Hyunjin asked, looking at him for the first time since he got there. Felix didn't know what to answer. He was fine, but his legs weren't. He was fine, but he felt dizzy. He was fine, but he had a headache. He was fine, but he didn't know what to think about them now. He was fine, but he didn't know what to do about this. So was he really fine? He didn't know. So he just kept silence.

"Look, I'm really sorry for...what happened yesterday at the party. I realized that it was wrong of me to do that, when you were drunk. I'm ready to take responsibility, but I wanna know what's gonna happen to us after. Are we still friends?" Hyunjin tried to hold Felix's hands which were placed on his thighs, but the younger moved them away. 

"So you did fuck me...I thought it was a joke..." Felix laughed nervously, not knowing what to say more nor how to answer his friend.

"Felix...I really wanna stay your friend, but are you okay with it? I just wanna know if we can stay friends after this...""

"Uhh...yeah! We can stay friends...I'm...I'm fine with it..." The blond answered. He hesitated, but he did really like Hyunjin as a friend, and didn't want to ruin their friendship just because they had drunkenly fucked during a stupid party.

"Thank you so much, you don't know how much this means to me. You're literally the most precious thing to me!" Hyunjin pulled Felix in a hug. The younger wasn't ready for a hug, but eventually gave in. It was honestly comforting. He really needed a hug at that moment, and Hyunjin was the best person who could do it.

"I'm...I'm sorry for the marks on your neck...Let me...help you get rid of them. Just wait here." Hyunjin got up to head to the bathroom where he took a small towel and passed it under warm water. He squeezed out the excess of water and returned to Felix.

"Here, apply this on the marks. It should help it go away."

"Thanks..." Felix took the towel and folded it. He then pressed it against his neck where red and purple bruises were located at.

"I will stay with you today, and help you, ok? This is the least I can do for you." Hyunjin smiled and sat back on the bed beside Felix.

"Oh...You don't have to, you know? I'm okay on my own." Felix stressed, he didn't want to make Hyunjin waste his time over his stupid legs that weren't functioning well, but the elder insisted on staying by his side. Having nothing to do, they just stayed on the bed, sitting beside each other, and looked around, avoiding nothing except each other's eyes.

"What do you wanna do? Did you eat yet?" Hyunjin asked.

"I don't know. No, I didn't eat. Did you?" The younger glanced over at the man sitting beside him.

"No..." He shortly answered.

"Wanna go get something to eat with me?"

"Sure, let me help you."

They went to a random restaurant they found and ate. It was still awkward between them. Felix was still in disbelief from what happened the night before. He wasn't gay, but he did enjoy it last night, didn't he? Or was it just because he was drunk?

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Yes, I'm back. I'm like so bored, but busy at the same time. The thing is that i like writing, so im jst gonna continue this story ig. Im also giving up on love, chat. The only things that can still comfort me are love fanfics. Like idk if it's jst me, but i've never met any couple that seemed as happy as couples in fanfics.😭

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