Rin itoshi x Gn reader
Spoilers ahead
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It's like the second time that happened again nothing goes right as the water dropped onto to rin's body soaking him in the embrace
Devastated that this happened like what it happened to him with his brother now that your gone and he couldn't feel anymore worse than that the fact you couldn't accept him like how his brother did leaving him all alone
Rethinking all the things and decisions he did back then when he was younger he really got the chance to tell you but and now it's his fault that you were gone
I wish I could've been better as rin rubbed his face as his other hand was on the wall his voice sounded hoarse and tired as he hadn't have that much time and energy and even sleep
Days go by and on rin was still thinking about you no matter where rin went he always visioned that you were infront of him and how you would always greet him everyday in front of the school or at his matches or practice's now his motivation for soccer went down hill but he still managed to pull it through with his other selfish ambition that involved with his brother sae
His other motivation had died down as he wasted it all on you and now he's back all the way from the bottom to where he started sometimes rin wished you never left
It was the u-20 Japan vs blue lock as upset at the fact your weren't here to even see him play made rin feel like he was pulling himself back from sae
As rin sat on the patch of grass that every soccer player had played on his emotions died down with all his pent up anger reliefed out as he looked up to see his brother sae
Who came in contact with rin as sae commented about rins rival isagi
That isagi guy is pretty good as sae said out loud so tell me how does it feel to play with him rin?
Rin had thought he had came to a relief but it seem like it hasn't as his brother only commented on the shitty guy who was better than him and that moment rin wanted to become better than isagi and to prove wrong to his brother and to you aswell rin was losing everything that he was about to retain back from his brother he can't lose another chance
Having the months go by rin was relentless on soccer having his selfishness destroy on isagi and for you to come back to him there was a reason why you stopped going along with rin
Watching rin play was completely different from other players it was completely new after all you still watched rin's matches against other teams he was now playing for PXG and to even think rin would make this far would impress you
But you weren't going to go back so easily for rin not what he did and never apologized for his actions back then when you two broke up
It seemed like rin was having a hard time being in the relationship with you aswell with his own brother as you thought the only main thing that rin had in his eyes was soccer choosing you over sport
Having rin ramping about his own older brother sad itsohi who was mostly one of the young generation for soccer you weren't a big fan of soccer but you watched rin play soccer and how he changed a lot ever since
You had a guilty feeling of wanting to go back but this wasn't right worried now that rin might be someone who you will never know as the same person you used to know
As rin was out there on the field playing soccer fighting his way to the top meanwhile you were watching on a screen of rin playing
Lying on the couch tired and knocked out why could you let rin go so easily and you decided not to accept the fact that you were no longer together
You were all by yourself and alone again regretting the decision's you made to end up from the same place you have been countless of times was really sad
Shedding a tear looking back at all the photos and posts you had made of rin and you lost all of it
Alone again
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