Strong minded medications for simple minded people

a deep look in neurotypical mind of Austin Miller him having autism schizoeffective bipolar type 1 and hyper sexuality due to prescription antiphsychotics
causing constipation there are Harvard studies that prove mental health relations to gut health also as many books relating woman's sexual health to gut health but there are none for men my goal is to speak for men who take antipsychotics in the relations to hyper sexuality issues surrounding hyper sexuality by said antipsychotics

Chapter One some history

As a Child I have taken many medications always giving doctors the same reasons as most on why i hated taking them. "I don't like the way they make me feel '' As an adult and the reason I hated my inner child is this cowardest statement!
The reason I hated medications as a child is the same reasons there are school shooters, rapists, pedifiles ,and murderers. As a child I knew something was off with taking these so-called "medications"
As an adult I know they cause hyper sexuality I believe to be making future criminals. Some believe schizophrenia is a disorder of its own the main reason I had so many issues wasthe medication casuing constipation
pushing against my prostate. I belive it to be an unwanted side effect of medications to hear one's inner animalistic thoughts due to the constipation pushing to my prostate. We are animals after all. As taking medications even as a child I discovered urges
this is where most children who take medications say they don't like the way it makes them feel if this book is enough to help one person I will gladly state the thoughts I have had on medication
Well they aren't really thoughts but urges i feel saying they are thoughts is a bad way of putting things it's as if medications allow you to seperate what it is to be a human and what it is to be an animal
I had issues even tieing my own shoes due to the felt or pouring a glass of milk due to the hard corners on the jug handle porn became neccisary for daily life
this meaning it gives animalistic urges a voice unlike thought this is where people who complain the voices made them do it taking medications seperates human consciousness with animalistic urges.
This is where we get rapisist pedifiles murderers etc including alcholism alchol is a sweet reminder we are not those things because alcohol gives our subconscious more control of our bodys.
So while drinking we feel safer because those animalistic urges go away it gives us a sense of security.   

Chapter Two Loss Of Consciousness The Love Of Sweet Violence and Passion (You Got Knocked The F*** Out)
   Another way to get rid of these animalistic urges that are caused by the the medication is to act on them with passionate love making or fighting. While taking medications I've found sex releases the animalistic urges caused by medications along with being violent
and constantly smoking cigarettes.  One thing we learn in health class to prevent children from smoking is that cigaretes cut off your labido. This is why people smoke after sex subconsciously and when we do strenuous activity. I believe what causes the animalistic urges in me while taking medication        is souly a constipation issue caused by taking medication sideefect constipation.This is something the medications state but there is no clear representation on how it affects your labido. Also why cigarettes benefit mental health while taking medication it's also a laxative .While taking medication your prostate is under a beating by being overly active
this i believe to be extremely dangerous and I think should be stated to the public what medications actually do to your libido by hammering your prostate .Something similar may cause your child to become a rapist, murderer or pedifile . I had gotten in fights daily working on sixth street because I felt
a release of the animalistic urges. It felt amazing, almost heavenly even if I lost like I broke my arm fighting 4 people. I'll be honest I got rocked but my mental health improved tremendously for the time being. Fighting relieves sexual urges for the time being.
I began smoking cigarettes a pack a day at a young age of 12 because it helped with the issues caused by medications made me feel somewhat normal but also left me with a expensive addiction. I've always felt weed calmed the animalistic urges also
it also is known to lower labido but is considered Illegal and immoral to smoke it has helped me through the years feel normal but im also allergic when i smoke it i break out in hives maybe if there was more research on this people who suffer issues like me could
have a glorious escape from the hell which legal medications cause.little did i know it was caused by the medication that was to benefit me cigaretes also are a relief of libido Sex is not the best way to free yourself from the urges nor is violence I've learned from experience Its ruined relationships friendships and life experiences
I was dating this woman whom I had fallen deeply in love with but didn't feel safe with myself to be around her unless I had fought someone or made love to her I wasn't honest and ended up cheating I had lost her trust I would do anything to go back to what we had
the 1st time I had a family I had felt but I recently read something in a book "Make your bed" life isn't fair sometimes you are a sugar cookie meaning in the navy seals sometimes they would
discipline you as a reward and a punishment by making you uncomfortable with sand in every crevice while being soaking wet the book helped me a lot giving me courage to write on my experiences taking legal medication