Reunited (a Tom Kaulitz smut)

New trust

"Hey!" Tom pokes his head out of window, getting Malichia's attention. "No need to go inside I'm sure she can walk herself up the stairs." Malichia looks taken aback for a moment before pulling himself together. "I was just walking her to the door. Trying to be a gentleman." He reply's to Tom before turning turning to me "I'm gonna get going I'll see you tomorrow." He says before jogging off to his car and driving off. I walk over to Bills car stopping at the passenger seat. " Tom what the fuck! You have no right to do that!" I stutter out clearly pissed off. " Don't get so worked up ma." He says back before reaching for my hand that's resting on the window. I pull back and scoff. "Your the reason why I'm worked up Tom! What the fuck is your problem? He was walking me to the door but no you just couldn't go straight home! I mean is not that hard it's right beside my house!" I can feel myself leave my body causing me to be in a almost dream state. I'm to fucking stressed for this right now. " You know what... I'm not dealing with this right now." I mutter out before going inside. I watch from the window as Bill and Tom start to argue. Tom looks down and says something making his brother pause for a moment and look at him. He reverses and drives to their house leaving my driveway empty. I walk up to my room choking back tears until I close my door behind me. I go over to my dresser and grab my car keys before returning back outside. I watch as the garage door opens revealing my pink mustang. I hop into the front seat and start to drive. I don't know where I'm going but I eventually end up at a empty field in the middle of nowhere. I get out of the car and walk a little ways in the field before falling to my knees. I sit like this for sometime allowing myself to actually process everything that has happened to me. I think about Tom and the way he's acting, I think about Malichia, and then I think about Corbin. I feel a pain in my heart thinking about it. And then... I break. I break just like that fragile piece of glass everyone thinks I am. I let out a painful cry from the darkest parts of me. Tears stain my face as they rolls down. I cry harder and harder until it turns into a scream. And then I scream and scream until my throat is sore and my sadness is replaced be rage. I hit the ground and pull at the earth that host all these dark souls. The ones who harm because they can and they have power to and the ones who do it because they find it fun in some sick way. I shake, out of tears. I finally get up and brush the dirt off my legs and hands before returning to my car and driving back home. I walk up to the front door trying to open it as quietly as possible. By now it was 2 am, I spent most of the night high off my ass and driving in random directions. The lock clicks and I slowly open the door only to be greeted by my very worried mother on the couch. Her head shots up "Where the fuck did you go? I wake up to find you gone! All just so you can sneak out?!" She questions me clearly pissed off. "No mom I just didn't have the best day and I toke a drive" and smoked some gas... "I just lost track of time." I reply. My mom knows I smoke but I don't want her blaming all of this on the one thing helping me wake up in the morning so I don't mention that. God please let those be good eye drops! My mom calms down a little before proceeding to give me a small lecture on how it's still not ok to stay out till 2am on a weekday. "Do you want to talk about it?" I shake my head "no" in response and go to my room. I used to be able to talk to my mom about anything but now it just doesn't feel right for some reason...
I go to school the next day avoiding Tom as much as possible. Lunch time finally comes around and I decide to sit by myself. "Hey your not mad at me to right?" Bill questions before sitting down with me. "No Bill I'm not it's just... Tom is doing to much and I'm to tired to deal with it." Bill gives me a sympathetic look before we both start eating. We sit in silence most of lunch, getting occasional glares from Tom. I'm in my last class of the day when I feel my phone vibrate. I look to see a text from Malachia- Hey want a ride home? I have sum to ask you. Let me know k? I look at the text for a moment, a spark of worry hidden behind my curiosity. I make up my mind after a moment and text him back. Sure! Let me just let Bill know I already have a ride. I make my way out the entrance doors of the school and almost walk into Bill. "Brokie!" He says excitedly "ready to head home?" I look behind him to see Tom also waiting for my answer. I take in a refreshing breath before replying "No actually Malachia will be driving me home again." I hear a small scoff from Tom, almost not detectable. Bill sighs and nods his head before moving so I can walk past. I make sure not to make eye contact with Tom the whole way to Malachia's car. He starts to drive, having small talk here and there. I can't bear him not being straight forward anymore. "So what did you want to ask?" I say turning to him. He clears his throat obviously nervous. "W-well I was wondering if... you might want to go to the movies with me tomorrow?" He says avoiding meeting my eyes. "I'll have to make sure I'm free but I think I can." That was a lie I didn't have any plans I just didn't know if I would feel like it. "Ok we'll just let me know." He says after clearing his throat. The rest of the ride consist of loud music to cover up the awkward silence until we finally pull into my driveway. I think Malachia before I get out of the car and make my way inside. I make my way up the stairs and to my room. I stop at the door for a moment hearing what sounds like my TV and a familiar giggle. I walk into my room to find Bill laying on my bed, swinging his feet like a child and giggling at whatever he's watching. He looks up at me, a flash of excitement in his eyes as he jumps up to give me a hug. "Brokie I've been waiting for you to get home!" He says smiling. "It looks like you made your self comfortable." I say rolling my eyes and plopping down beside him leaning my head on his shoulder. He puts his head on mine and we sit in silence watching the movie and eating popcorn before Bill speaks again. "So... as much as I love seeing my best friend there is a reason I'm here." I nod my head against his shoulder letting him know to continue. "Listen Brokie I know Tom can be annoying and maybe a little overprotective but he's just doing it to keep you safe." He takes in a sharp inhale waiting for me to freak out. But I don't. Instead I just sigh and nod my head. "I know but until he apologizes I don't want to talk to him. He still had no right to do what he did." I reply calmly. Bill sighs sadly "Now me and you both know my brother will never admit he is wrong." I look up at him with a stern look "Well then I guess he better learn." I say before scooting up the bed and getting under the covers. Bill gives me a pouty face obviously sad I moved away. I pat the space beside me to invite him to come lay down with me. He gladly does and I snuggle into his chest as we continue the movie and slowly drift off.