This Is What You Want To See

Nathan Chapter 4

When i finished my homework i went outside to ride my motorcycle to go to the convenience store just to get some snacks i saw my friend Park. Park Dean was his name we're friends since childhood he knows everything about my past hes been there for me all my hardest time

Park Dean: hey brother how ya been doing we haven't even talk to each other for a decade

Me: oh you know me just riding around with my motorbike and do some shitty homework and stuff

Park Dean: oh i heard about your

Me: Don't Even Wanting to tell me about my biological mother im not seeing her and that final

Park dean: ok man but i think u should hear her out you know

Me: i'll see about it *roll eyes*

When i was paying for my chips i said goodbye to Park and rode my motorcycle to go home i rode extra miles just to do some kill time i love night riding by my self i wish i had a car but I decided to motorbike instead because im not ready to ride a car the real reason why im not driving cars it was because of traffic and crashing into things i like things to be on time instead of being late

When i got home my foster mom and dad was waiting for me to have important talk about my biological mom
I open the doors and saw my mom and dad waiting for me to seat down at the kitchen table

Me: hi mom and dad whats this about like why are u sitting and waiting
Dad: *sighs* son i think we would like for u to seat down and talk

I don't like where this is going i started getting nervous as hell and i listen to what my dad was telling and listened

Mom: so son remember when I talked to you about seeing your bio-

Me: No Don't I thought i said I DON'T EVEN WANT TO SEE HER OR TALK WITH HER!

I raised my voice at my foster mom because she knows i hated my mother how could she do this

Dad: son please hear her out and listen just once i know you don't want to see her and how bad you hated her so please listen this is very important

Me:dad I just don't want to see her anymore the way she been treating me ever since when I was a child is way terrible why the fuck would I even wanted to hear it I bought my biological mom even though she abandoned me at the middle of the side Road

Me: just leave me alone dad and Mom I'm going upstairs to my room!

I went upstairs to my room to be honest I feel so bad yelling at my foster mom I know I shouldn't yelled at her like that I was just so mad that they mention about my biological mother when I don't even want to hear it when I went to my room I started thinking about if I should get my biological mother to explain about why she treated me so badly when I was just a kid or a little boy it's been Decades when I never seen her I don't know why my foster parent mention about her I thought they made me a promise that I wouldn't have to see her I started to cry when I was thinking about what could they have done to me I wish I just had a nice childhood with her I'm just her son I don't know why I was too young to understand between a Child abused and hatred when I was laying down on my bed I cried to sleep I started counting 12345 I slowly start to fell asleep my mother came to check on me and she saw me that I was asleep but she knew I was crying so she left me alone

In the morning

I woke up to the sound of the alarm which was on my phone oh great is it really time for school ugh I wish I never come to school but I really have to I went to the bathroom to go to do my business and I took a shower and brush my teeth I took one of my black T-shirt and a black jeans which technically was my style I like everything that's black or something that darker man is that what a bad boy style would wear damn I like it I went downstairs saw my foster mom cooking breakfast

Me: hey Mom what are you cooking

Mom: I am making omelette your favorite

Me: mmmm omelette my favorite

Me: hey Mom I wanted to tell you that I'm sorry that I yelled at you last night I was just so mad that you mentioned-

Mom: I know I know it's just that it's been a decade and I thought that it's time that you wanted to see her I didn't really think that it could piss you off

I hugged my foster mother and told her that I could hear her out my biological mother I would love to hear her but at the same time it's hard but I will let you know how things go

Mom: OK son I will let you know when *kisses him on the cheek*

Me: OK mom I'm going to school

My foster mom smiles and waved

When I went outside I went to grab my motorcycle and ride down to go to school I was driving like hell because I love riding down the road until I accidentally hit someone

Me: oh my gosh ma'am are you OK

Ma'am: yes I'm fine I didn't see you there it's all my fault I am so sorry

Me: oh no worries I was just checking to make sure you're OK so I could take you to the hospital if there's anything that I hurt

Ma'am: oh no but in fact would you like to work with me at my place I have two kids at my home and the oldest one is in college and I have to go on a vacation soon which is business vacation and I was wondering if you would like to come over

When I heard that I was offering like a job I was like hell yes I kind of need it to get a job so I could pay my own stuff and pay my parents bills and rent so I said yeah sure I could come over to your place and we could talk about it I'll follow you down to your place I'll probably be late for school just a little bit

Ma'am: alright then follow me

When I follow to that woman's house I feel like that place was so familiar I feel like I've been there before when I was stalking someone
When got off my motorbike and went in inside a place this woman called Audrey name when Audrey came out I was like no fucking way it can't be

AUDREY FROM MY SCHOOL THAT I BUMP INTO!

NO WONDER WHY SHE WAS TALKING TO AUDREY ABOUT IMPORTANT STUFF

I didn't know it was her mother