This Is What You Want To See

Audrey Chapter 11

At the park that Me and Nathan almost kissed i really want to do it but i guess it will eventually come. my little sister Emma was riding down the slide Nathan was enjoying it all the fun!, laughing,sharing happiness with her. I love my little sister a lot and loves spending time with her every time, right after school and weekends stuff. Nathan treats my sister like his own. I love watching them having their bond time ❤️. It feels like family, Me and Nathan and Emma, I dreamt of us Being all three family, together spending time. We had fun Going to Parks and Getting Ice Cream altogether. Emma got tired in the middle of night it makes me and Nathan so easy that we wouldn't even calm down. I told Nathan that I will be going to my room if he needs anything he told me it was fine that he's gonna read his book called After. I went to my room I didn't have time to go to my music studio to sing I was planning to do it until going to the park and getting ice cream was not part of my plan. During at my room I open my window to go sit on the rooftop just to see the stars. I was chilling and relaxing until Nathan came out of nowhere and said "Hey." Jesus Christ Nathan!  I said.

Nathan: I scared you didn't I  *laughs*

Yes you did I said Nathan Laughs. Oh it's funny to you you idiot I said Nathan ask what was I doing outside. I told him that I was watching the stars and chilling I ask him how did he know that I was here? He told me that he saw me through the window so that why he got out of the window to join me sitting at the rooftop. Nathan do you like the stars? He answered yes I do he said that Stars ⭐️ were his favorite ever since he was little. Nathan told me he could see something I ask what was it you could see? He said "did you see those seven stars right there?" Nathan pointing to the left side I answered no there so many stars in the sky that you couldn't pictured. Nathan chuckled he says here i could show you the easy way for you to see. Nathan showed how to follow the star line now I see I see the kite I said. That's perfect he said. "This is What You Want to See The perfect kite for you to fly with me Audrey" Nathan says. Me and Nathan look at eyes to eyes but instead Nathan pull me into a Kiss and I said "if I bump in to you I couldn't left you in that hallway at school I would've just kiss you already just there". My face literally turned red when he kissed me so I pulled him again to kiss me so much longer. I couldn't believe it I first hated him and now I started to fell in love with him.

Nathan: "I want you to be more than hating each other, I need you just more inside my heart Audrey"

I said Nat- Nathan interrupted Nathan said "Audrey please be my star I don't even care if I get fired from this job by your mother all I care about is you even Im causing this sins that I'm dating someone daughter who I'm supposed to be just a babysitter more than your boyfriend".

I didn't know what to say to Nathan I even turn blush as red like a tomato. Nathan could sense it but started kissing me so passionately and touching me by the waist. God am I dreaming, is this real?!?!? Having my first kiss right by the stars and sitting at the rooftop I pulled away from the kiss and told Nathan that its getting late and we should sleep. I carefully crawl back to the window and went back inside. So I went to my bed, looking at the ceiling, thinking what just happened this night?.

I started to fell asleep not knowing or trying to remember anything that happened.

The next thing in the morning we had our one day off from school to be honest I wanted to drop off and do my own thing rather than having your mom constantly trying to control your life. It feels pressure but at the same time it gives you anxiety. It feels Luckily that my mother is now at business trips for few months. It feels so good to have a break from her, having Nathan and Emma Together felt like a family, a loving family. i got text messages from Sarah