Jax angst (Part 2 to the other book

Chapter 2: Grieving

After the pillow fort today, I decided I needed to spend some time alone, away from everyone. I'm afraid I'll go crazy infront of them. No one wants that. Why would they care anyways... not like I'm important to them. None of them even drew me on the first challenge... whatever.

Anyways I've been having these headaches... hearing voices, that kinda shit. The stuff that makes you loose you mind... I wont listen to them but still... it's hard not to.

Everythings gotten worse sense gangle abstracted. I've been hearing Caine talk about the pit or something, but everytime I ask, he teleports away. I don't entirely trust him still. No one does. I hate myself for saying this but I wish he would just abstract...

EDIT: SORRY GUYS I'VE BEEN BUSY W/ SCHOOL PROMISE ANOTHER PART WILL BE OUT THE WEEK AFTER NEXT!!!