summertime sadness - issac garcia

first impressions

bailey's pov :

after that whole benny situation i follow kathrine straight to the bathroom and go in there immediately to catch my breath. i go through my backpack until i find my source of happiness nowadays,

weed.

i take a hit, then another, then another, and another till i'm finally calmed down a bit. i look at myself in the mirror and my eyes are glossy and red, i pull out my eye drops to help the redness at least a little, which is a success.

i come out of the bathroom and look for jackie and she isn't there and i start panicking a bit again and i start walking down a hallway and walk past what i'm guessing is a living room. there are a couple boys sitting on the couch i look at them for a split second and none of them look up except one but i'm already walking away from them to try and find jackie.

i look around for a couple more minutes until i finally give up and walk upstairs to try and find my room. as soon as i get up the stairs i hear a voice from behind me "do u need help with anything?" i turn around and see a teenage boy at the bottom of the stairs who looks about my age, it takes me a moment to process what he said because his words sounded like a bundle of random words because the weed is hitting like a truck, which is what i want and honestly what i need right now.

i get a good look at his face and expression and he seems genuine enough "um do you -uh know where the bedroom is- i mean my bedroom" i mentally curse myself out for messing up such an easy sentence,

what a awful first impression.

he gives me a small smile and says "yeah sure, are you jackie ?" "oh no no no i'm bailey not jackie. definitely not jackie" he gives me a confused look but moves on from my blabbering and walks up the stairs and in front of me once he makes it to the top and leads me to my new room.

"this is katherine's old art studio, she used to paint a lot but she really has no time anymore so she gave you and jackie this room to share" as soon as he said that i felt guilty for taking katherine's room and feel even more like a burden then i know i already am.

he looks at me and his face relaxes when he looks into my eyes, "i didn't get your name yet, you know mine so i think you should return the favour handsome" as soon as i realize what i said i mentally slap myself,

i fucking want to evaporate into thin air,

this has to be at the top of the list of the most embarrassing things that has happened to me "sorry i didn't mean that- i'm not saying that you aren't handsome your gorgeous- no wait i didn't mean-" i said trying to change the subject even though im making it way worse, but my mouth won't stop talking.

as soon as i think he is about to start laughing at me and embarrass me even more he looks at me for a couple seconds then breaks out into one of the prettiest smiles i've ever seen and i might be going crazy or it might be the weed but i think his cheeks also got a bit rosier.

"i'm issac, it's nice to meet you bailey"

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> howdy yall i hoped you enjoyed our babies finally meeting eachother, y'all have no idea how hard issac is gonna fall for bailey IM SO EXCITEDDSSDD !!

> school is a pain in my ass so i will try to update whenever i can, love you all goodnight/goodmorning <33