My feelings that I can't burst out.
Feelings that stays at the tip of my tongue when you were by my side.
Is this love?
Love that I feel for you.
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1st Semester of First year College.
Yan yung time kung kelan di kita napapansin sa campus.
Una dahil magkaiba tayo ng department. At kung saan-saan yung room natin.
Maybe nagkakasalubong na tayo dati but I don't remember.
Until the time goes by.
2nd Semester na.
My friend pointed you when we are at a distance from you.
She said "Ma siya yung sinasabi ko sayong crush ko."
Napatingin naman ako sayo .
Sakto namang nakatalikod ka sa amin .
" Grabe ah. Ang gwapo bhe. Ang GWAPO ng likod. Hahaha"
Tinawanan ko siya and unfortunately hindi ko nacontrol ang tawa ko kaya napalakas ito at nakacaught ng attention ng ibang tao kasama kana doon.
At dahil di naman ako manhid, I tried to stop it bago pa man ako tuluyang maging popular dahil sa tawa ko.
I think that was the first time that I saw your face.
And I swear, I found you cute but it's not enough for me to like you.
Until one day my friend ask me a favor which is to stalk you.
Get a solo picture of yours.
Know who are your relatives.
And where do you live.
I saw a picture of yours.
Nalaman kong sakristan ka dati.
That was the time I felt that I like you.
Pareho pala tayong nagsilbi sa Diyos.
Sakristan ka, Choir naman ako.
That time I think I like you.
Pero dahil infatuation lang naman yun
Hindi ko na lang sinabi kung kani-kanino.
Kahit sa bestfriend ko.
I said to myself na "Jhae infatuation lang yan. As the time goes by your feeling will fade."
'Haay. Sana nga.'
Iniistalk pa rin kita hindi lang para sa friend ko kundi para na rin sa akin.
Hoping na makakita ng mga nakakadisappoint na bagay about you.
Pero kabaliktaran ang nangyari kasi yung mga status mo eh puro positive ang dating para sa akin.
You love God
You love your family
You are obeying the rules of the olders
You really like having a bonding time with your sister or ate.
You love your studies.
You are friendly.
Grrrrr. Almost all the qualities that I'm looking for a guy eh na sa'yo na.
Grrrr.
But I know in myself that I wont fall for you.
Cause we are totally strangers at that time.
The semester already end.
We are all required to take summer class.
I did not saw you the whole summer class.
That was the time that I felt sad.
I don't know why I felt this way.
Maybe because my crush isn't around...
And it is you.
Everytime I go out in our room.
I am looking for you.
hoping that I can see you around our college building.
But no.
There's no sign that you were there.
Summer Class pass by.
Mix emotions nga ako noon nung natapos yun.
Masaya kasi tapos na yung summer class at pwede pa akong magpakasaya at maligo sa pool to feel the summer heat.
Kahit na feel na feel ko yun during the summer class.
Im sad cause I didn't see you kahit sa last days man lang ng summer.
Angry cause I didn't enjoy the summer heat.
And I am afraid that I wont see you the next school year.
Ewan ko ba.
Inisip ko kasi na baka tumigil ka na sa pag-aaral or maybe you transferred to other school.
Haaay. Ewan ko ba.
