And it hurts
Even still
And I think it always will
Because I've cut you out
But I didn't stitch it up
So now it's still bleeding
And every time I close my eyes
Your face is carved there
It's all I see
And it's the most beautiful thing
That I've ever seen
I hate it, I detest it
You're an itch on my back
The one I can't reach
No matter how hard I crane my arm
And my god I try to blink you away
But you're still there, staring at me
I think I love you
And I think that's the dumbest thing
I've ever done
