buzzer beater ✦ j.sc | ✔

book two ✦ [ii]

ii. you are so beautifully, so brutally out of comprehension, and how lonely i was in the before and after

With a sigh, you rolled over in bed and checked the time. One hour until Sungchan was supposed to pick you up. It felt like somebody was slowly squeezing your head in some kind of medieval torture machine. There was no way this migraine was going away before your date. When it'd come on within thirty minutes of you waking up, you were hopeful that it'd pass and you could still make it, but clearly you had no such luck.

You sullenly drafted your text to him.

[you: hey, channie, im really sorry about this. i know we were supposed to go skating this afternoon but i've got a migraine, so i have to cancel]

Of all the dates that you had to flake out on. Sungchan had been really excited to take you to the rink during one of their open skate times, to share something he loved with you, and you were looking forward to it too. While you weren't the best at ice skating, you were going to have the captain of the hockey team with you, so you hadn't been too terribly concerned about your safety. The way his eyes had lit up when you said yes in the first place. God... you felt awful. In the back of your mind, you knew that you were just going to reschedule but still, it just made your head hurt worse to think about.

Ten minutes later, and he had texted back.

[channie: do you want some company?]

[you: ah, you really don't have to. i'm sure you've got other things you need to do]

[channie: 1. i already cleared out my day for you 2. i want to be there with you and 3. i'm already outside]

You smiled at the harsh, painful light of your phone screen, reading the third bulletpoint over again as you typed your response.

[you: spare key under the fucked up looking gnome]

The door to your bedroom was slowly opened just a few moments later, and you wordlessly rolled over in bed to make room for Sungchan to slip under your blankets with you. You rolled back over practically on top of him and buried your face in his chest, happy to have something else to block out the light aside from your blackout curtains. He wrapped his arms around you, pressing a kiss to your hair. The corners of your mouth quirked up fondly.

"Hey..." You mumbled a greeting.

"Hey," he murmured. "How bad is it?"

"Not as bad as the one from Halloween," you reassured him, throwing an arm around his waist. "No lobotomizing or anything. Just... hurts."

"That's... good, I guess."

"You put my key back under the gnome? Or did you bring it in?"

"Put it back. Also why do you have that fucked up looking gnome?"

"I saw him on clearance and he was just so horrible, I had to have him. So now I hide my spare key under him."

You didn't know if Sungchan had found your answer satisfactory, or just decided to leave the topic be for your migraine's sake, but he said nothing more. His arms shifted a bit tighter around you, and you could sense his sour mood without even needing to see his face.

"What's wrong?"

"What?"

"My Sungchannie..." You said in a hushed, teasing sing-song tone. "You make a terrible cuddle buddy when you're this tense." You poked his stomach for emphasis, which was solid as a brick wall. "What's wrong?"