I woke up with my head pounding mercilessly. I took a sharp breath when I heard a small groan from next to me, full of dread I turned my head.
Fuck.
"James!" I half-shrieked,
"Wh'sup?" He asks lazily as he stretches.
"We-.." I trailed off as he looks at me, he looks confused but after a minute or two his eyes widen in realisation.
"Oh Merlin- please say your wearing clothes" james asked desperately.
I shook my head anxiously "you?" I looked worried and could already feel the heat rising in
My checks.
"Yeah-" I look confused
"Really?"
His face collapses into nervousness again "no!"
"Ah shit!" I whine and go to sit up but hesitate "don't look." I warn him.
"Maybe I don't want to look..." he says but it takes all the strength in his body to tear his eyes away as I climb out of bed and put on my pyjamas.
I quickly sat back down on the bed after getting changed "listen- it was a mistake right? No harm no foul..?" James says as he studied my face as it floods with anxiety.
"James what if anyone finds out.." I sigh "fucks sake.."
He frowns "I can't remember if we actually did-..yknow.."
I scoffed in disbelief "great- so I might have lost my virginity to my best friend and I don't even know! Great!" I said sarcastically.
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<Remus PoV>
I was in my room.
My body scattered across my bed.
I told myself I don't care anymore;
I wouldn't care anymore.
I shouldn't have cared in the first place.
But I do care,
I care so damn much about her and it kills me.
It kills me to look at her everyday knowing she'll never end up with me.
It kills me to see her walking off from the party with James Fucking Potter.
I liked James as a brother;
I did like James as a brother.
I don't anymore;
I won't allow myself to
Because every second I have to live without Astrid being mine is just a waste of time,
Slowly marching me towards a life of solidarity.
People talk,
People say I could get whom ever I wished;
But I don't want any simple 'whom ever',
I want Astrid Black.
And I can tell myself all I want that I'm giving up;
Because I know I never will.
Alas, Astrid will always be etched into my mind,
Etched into my favourite memories,
And contaminating my heart with her own fictitious love.
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~𝐒𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐚~
Fanfiction"every second I have to live without Astrid being mine is just a waste of time, Slowly marching me towards a life of solidarity. People talk, People say I could get whom ever I wished; But I don't want any simple 'whom ever', I want Astrid Black. An...
