Tunes Of Regret - ✭ Steve Lacy /W.I.P/

Introduction

It is March 4th, 2023.
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My life has been boring and such a struggle lately. No source of entertainment seems to bring me joy or any sort of life anymore. I feel like I can't ever have an ounce of fun or happiness added into my life, due to my strict parents. They still try and control me, my life and my love-life even though I've basically reached the age of where I can take care of myself and have my own house,car, or go out by myself, go to parties, and have relationships. I've missed out on almost everything starting from my early teens all the way up to adulthood. It has made me become socially awkward and sort of an introvert.

It's been hard and exhausting to even keep long,stable, and healthy relationships. It always never works out in my favor. Though two or three of my relationships lasted for either a few months or a year.. my relay life has only been consisted of situationships, hookups,and short term relationships. By short term I mean REALLY short term relays. Lasting only about a month or two.

I heard notifications coming in loudly on my phone. My phone vibrated a lot. It was getting a little annoying. I picked up my phone and decided to see what was causing all this noise. The notification sound was rather annoying might I add. I saw it was straight spam texts from my friend. He wanted to go out today just to discuss some things.

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<H*****🤍>

H: heyyyyy
H: ay
H: hellooooooooo
H: DUDE
H: please
H: you alive???
H: pls be
H: HELLO??
H: ARE YOU THERE
H: HALO
H: GIRL
H: R U DED OR WAT
H: Ur probably busy
H: at least reply tho :(
H: HEYYY DUDE
H: ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW PLZ
H: we need to go out somewhere!
H: I'm getting kind of bored from staying at home all day :(
H: plus we need to talk about a few things!

Message...

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I take a bit to answer, leaving my friend on read. My friend eventually got slightly offended by me leaving him on read. I start to wonder to myself, what does he want to talk about? Or even discuss. Jeez, I sound mean.

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<H*****🤍>

H: Don't leave me on read.
H: CMON LETS GO OUT!
H: I'm bringing A****** with us!
H: it's gonna be SO fun

Message...

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I sigh, feeling bad for not replying fast enough. I reply, typing rather slow.

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<H*****🤍>

Me: Alright fine, what's the location?

Message...

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My friend takes a while to respond. Those couple of minutes and seconds felt like hours to me! This is my one chance to finally go out and maybe have some fun.

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<H*****🤍>