Brady Noon Imagines

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It's been about 10 minutes since I've left Brady's stream. I have no idea what his doing, what his thinking, or if he cares about me. 

I mean we had really special moments that I can never ever forget but were they that special to him?

I tried to sleep to forget everything but I just ended up staring at the ceiling.

 I'm overthinking every little thing we did together. From our first date to our last to the ice cream we shared on the beach to the late-night drives. Did they even mean anything?

All I know is that they meant a lot to me, but I guess that's just the way things go. 

Ding

1 notification

I can't do anything now.

Ding 

2 notifications

If he doesn't want to be with me then there's nothing I can do

Ding 

3 notifications

I grab my phone, ready to put it on Do Not Disturb but I accidentally scan over the notifications. 

Brady 🥰

Hey I know you saw what happened

I didn't mean to do that

hello????

sent 

Is he serious? Of course he meant to do that.

Brady Noon 

Really

Then what did you mean?

sent

seen

typing.....

.....

typing.....

......

Suddenly my phone goes dark and a call appears and it's from him. I hesitate, why should I hear what he has to say? but I have to, right?

I slowly press the green button and bring the phone to my ear.

'' Hello!-'' 

'' Brady make this quick, I don't want to talk to you right now.'' I snap, cutting him off. 

'' okay, I can explain myself'' he says. I doubt it but whatever.

'' Okay fine, go'' I say irritated. I turn on my side, waiting to hear what he has to say.

'' I know you saw and heard that I was talking to another girl and I'm going to be honest, I was.'' He starts. 

My heart aches, now I know that it's confirmed but it doesn't hurt any less. I let him continue to speak.

'' And I should have not been talking to her, I know that but I was just stressed. The weight of acting and school and just life was getting to me. That's when she texted me and I just couldn't stop.'' He admits.

I listen, every word sounding more cruel than the last. At least his not lying and being honest but I don't think my heart can handle it anymore. My throat is burning again. 

'' and I guess I got too addicted and focused on her.'' he stops. 

I don't even know where to start. This lame excuse is starting to make my blood boil. I want to hold back what I'm feeling but I don't think I can.

'' who is she?'' I ask, my tone quiet.

'' uhm'' he stumbles on his words, '' she's just someone from my school'' he says. 

I don't know if I believe him he sounds so unsure and it makes me so mad. My arm is starting to go numb from holding the phone but everything feels numb right now. 

'' Are you serious'' my voice cracks, and I feel tears forming in my eyes, '' Did you even think about me once, or how this might affect me,'' I shout, my tone getting louder. I sit up in bed. 

'' I did, It's just'' he stutters, '' it's just that I was stressed and-'' 

'' I know you were stressed but you could have come to me and I would have helped you. Brady, I care so much about you and I would have dropped everything to make you feel better'' I say, pouring out my feelings.

'' You meant so much to me and I was my happiest with you. but this, this is unforgettable'' I admit. 

'' Y/n you meant the world to me-'' I cut him off again

'' Then why Brady, why did you talk to another girl?'' I ask, the tears running down my face. I lie down on my side curling up in a ball.  

'' I '' his voice also sounds like his crying, '' I couldn't confront you about my problems, because I didn't want you to see me weak. I didn't want to be a burden. You're just way too good for me and when I started having problems I just knew I couldn't be seen as imperfect in your eyes.'' He says slowly and I can tell his ashamed.

I'm shocked at his words. None of it's true. None. 

'' Brady, not once have you ever been a burden, not once have I ever thought of you as imperfect, '' I breathe, '' In my eyes, you're the most perfect thing in the world and your flaws and problems don't change that about you, it only makes you stronger and braver,'' I admit.

He is silent, I have no idea what his thinking but I know that I've made my mind up.  

'' Brady I know this hurts us both, but I think it's best we break up,'' I wipe away a tear on my cheek, it's hard to say this, '' What you did was wrong and hurt me in many ways than one, but I love you lot's, don't forget that,'' I say, my heart-shattering in many pieces. 

I can hear him crying through the phone and it makes me rethink what I've said. I hate seeing him like this and I wish I was there to help him but he chose someone else. 

'' Bye Brady, I love you'' I say slowly bringing the phone from my ear, the numbers and letters are all blurry from my tears.

'' I love you too y/n'' he whispers, every part of me is fighting against me for forgiving him but it's not the right thing. 

I end the call.

I close my phone and look around my room.

It's over, we broke up.

It's all over.

I think we need a part 3??????

:)