Chapter 5

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I was lying in bed and the sunlight shine through my window in my face and I woke up. I got in my bathroom, and I did my morning routine. I go in my kitchen and make some coffee. I now realize what yesterday happened. She kissed me, idk if she did it because she was drunk or because she wanted it. Maybe I should talk about that with her. I hear a door open, and there she is with a messy bun. She comes in the kitchen "Good Morning, do you have also a headache?" she asks. "Maybe it was a little too much tequila." She says and laugh at me. "Yeah, it definitely was." I say joining her laugh. "Do you want some breakfast?" I ask her and make her some coffee. "Yes, that sounds good. What do you have in mind?" she asks me. "I wanted to ask you the same." I say smiling. "Well, what do you think about pancakes?" she asks me and sits on the isle. "Sounds good to me." I say and wink at her. She gave me a smile back and looks at her phone now. I got the ingredients and make the dough for the pancakes. While I made them, I got a message, and I look at my phone. After I see who wrote me, I got in a bad mood. It was my Ex...Yeah that bit- never mind.

Katherine:

When do you send me the money? I need it urgent for Caroline! When I don't get the money till Tomorrow I speak to my dad, and you know how he is. So be prepared.

Well, that caught me of guard. I don't even know how to reply to that message. Elizabeth now realizes my mood changed. "Are you okay? Something wrong?" she asks me while my gaze is on the phone. I look up and her gaze was already on me. "Yeah, Yeah, I am fine. I guess." I reply dry. "No, I see something is wrong tell me, you can talk to me." She says with a little smile. "It's complicated and idk how I should begin." I tell her. "It's okay, I have some time, the chef isn't at work right now anyway." She says and winks at me. "Okay, yeah. Well, I didn't tell that anyone... I- I have a kid. A daughter." She looks at me confused. "Yeah, I know. I am a little to young for that, but it wasn't planed so we didn't have a choice." She nods, so I go on. "Her mother doesn't let me see her. Just on her birthdays. She is now 3 and I just saw her 2 times." I say now looking to the ground.

"Wow, so you were 20 when she was born?" She says. "Yeah, and she was 19. Her parents told me that she doesn't want to see me, and they didn't let me in the hospital. I don't know what I did or why she acted like that. In that time the only thing what distracted me was music." I told her. "Wow, she is really a bitch." I nod. "Did you tried to speak with her?" she asks me. "Yeah, I tried everything I could. I ask my dad if he can help me and he said yes, but then he died." I tell her now with a sad smile. "I am so sorry to hear that." She says with a sad look on her face. I don't need pity or for her to treat me differently. "So, you make music or what do you mean by that?" she asks me, and I came back to reality. I actually don't know what I should say. I didn't say that anyone. "Y/N?" she asks again. "Well...eh no. I-eh yes. I make music." I reply nervously. She looks at me and I remember what I would like to ask her. "So about yesterday?" I say. "Oh god I don't remember anything. Ig it was to much alcohol." She says with a smile and not actually looking at me. So, she doesn't remember...cool.

"What do you want to ask?" she asks me. I shake my head. "Nothing, I wanted to tell the same. Too much alcohol and I don't remember anything too." I say with a nervous laugh. I was now ready with the pancakes, and I give her, her plate. We sat at the kitchen isle and ate in silent, but in a comfortable one. When we finished, I wash the plates while she sits on the sofa in my living room. I was now ready with the plates, and I sat myself besides her. "We have an hour, then we should work on the menu." My gaze lands on her face. She looks now in my eyes. "Yeah, do you wanna do something before that?" She smiles now at me. "We could walk in the Griffith Park, if you like?" I ask her. Her eyes are so beautiful. I never saw such shinning green eyes. You sink in them and never come out. She has now a smirk on her face, and I realize I was the whole time staring. "You like what you see?" she says. W-what? What d-do you mean? I-"

"Y/N I am messing with you, you should see your face." She laughs and man if you could see this her laugh is just beautiful as herself. I should stop this she never would go out with me. She even didn't remember the kiss. I am a no one compared to her. I should keep this professional. Why am I even thinking about that. "Yeah, ehm let's get ready and walk a bit." I say nervous asf. "Yeah, sure can I use your bathroom really quick?" she asks me. "Yes sure, of course. It's there and then left." I point in the direction where my office is. "Thanks." She says and walks in the bathroom. I walk now in my room and pick something to wear.

I am now ready and walk in my living room and wait for her. After 5mins she is not ready and in the bathroom I think. Should I look if she's okay? No, it's too much, right? I walk in the direction and see that my office door is open. I walk in my office and see her on my desk with headphones on her head and listen to my music ig. Shit, now someone knows. I walk to my desk where my equipment is and push the stop button that the music stops. "What are you doing in here?" I say a little bit harsh. But I don't care at the moment, because this is my private stuff. "I'm sorry I just thought it was another room. Is this your music? Did you do that?" she asks me in a bit in a soft tone. I don't know what I should tell her that sounds realistic that this is not mine. Well, nothing sounds good. "No, it's mine...Wait this is not mine!" I am so stupid I sound like an idiot. She looks at me confused and at the same time I think she knows I lie. "Okay fi-fine. This is mine a-and I did this." I say now nervous because idk what she's thinking. Maybe she doesn't like my music. Maybe its not good en- "Wow you're voice sounds really good." She says with as always with a beautiful smile. "Do you think?" ask her. "Yeah, it sounds really professional." She pauses for a moment and then stares at me. "Wait, I know you're voice it sounds familiar." She says now curious. "What? How? Hahaha" I laugh fake. She has now her phone in her hand and is something typing in it.


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