It was a long time before we even got a doctor to check me. It was about a 3 hour wait, and the whole time I was passed out on Chris's shoulder. Before we left I made sure to wear a turtle neck. When we got there i was asked to remove my shirt and all that.
(I have no clue what happens when you go to the doctor when you get choked so I'm gonna skip that part sorry 😭)
Me and chris had a long time talking about what had happened and decided I needed to move out. And possibly get my dad some help. Chris had said he was going to hekp me through this, and do whatever he could to help.
Since Chris couldn't drive and I didn't drive right now cause of how bad my neck hurt, we had to have Matt pick us up. Of course we had to explain the whole thing to Matt and he was very empathetic about it and gave me a hug and stuff. They had decided to let me stay at their house for a while. And I had to explain it again to nick. It was emotional.
Me and Matt had to go to my house for my clothes, my car, and all that other stuff I need for when I stay there. "Should I grab a suitcase?" I ask. "Might as well." Matt says. We parked in the front of the house. "Okay, I'm going in through my window to be extra safe." I open the car door, and Matt does as well. "Your coming?" I ask. "Well I'm not letting you go in there alone." He says confidently. I smile and go to the window where my room is.
I open the window as quietly as possible. Since my room was down the hall, I could turn on the light. "Okay, can you grab all the shirts and keep the clothing hanger on it?" I asked Matt. "Yeah, I got you." Matt says as he opens my closet and starts getting shirts. I open my suitcase and put it on the bed for matt. I start to grab my jeans and everything else like leggings. We had gotten all of my clothes in one suitcase, and we needed another one for all my other esentials. We grabbed my skin care, hair care, shower stuff, toothbrush, and just stuff like that.
We had gotten all of the things and pushed the suitcases out the window. "Crap I need my car keys.." I sigh. "Alright I'll come with." Matt says. "Are you sure? I mean there is a 90% chance my dads sleeping." I say. "But there is 10% chance he's not." Matt says. I've always noticed Matt was very wise. It was something I couldn't ignore. Maybe he's not wise about spelling but thats a story for another day.
We quietly creep out of my room, and surprisinlgy my dad wasn't asleep. He was half-awake watching football. I crept quietly over to the hanger I hung my keys on. They made a bunch of noise from clanging against eachother. My dad didn't hear. Matt was behind me and gripped the keys together so they wouldn't make any noise. We then scrammed back to my room which was basically empty. I was very close to crying because of all the horrible things that had happend here. I was so scared this whole entire time.
"You okay?" Matt asks as he shuts the door behind him. These words kind of crush me, in a way. I was hoping he would ask, but at the same time, I knew I was going ball my eyes out if he did. And that's exaclty what happened. He hugged me and I thought I felt a tear on my shoulder we he hugged me. He had shut the light off and brought me outside so my dad didn't hear me.
He comforted me as I hugged him, the hug I had been craving so badly, yet it hadn't made me feel any better. People were giving me hugs all day today, all this attention I didn't deserve. I had calmed down and we got in the car.
The car ride was quiet, but not an awkward quiet. It was the kind of peace I had needed. Matt was just that type of quiet person.
We had got home, and I was greeted by chris and nick. I waved at them and brought my stuff into chris's room, where he had told me to put it. I decided to lay down in his bed, but I didn't realize I was as tired as I was. I soon fell asleep.
(SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING I KEEP FORGETTING THIS EXSIST. Anyways plssss give me some stuff i can put in the next chapter love u all)
