Crazy, Stupid, Love [Side Story]

Chapter 10

It's really embarrassing to break down in the middle of a damn sidewalk with whom I know for like a day or two. But why did I do that? I am always the one who comfort unnies except for Chaeyeon cause me and her has a mother daughter bond so its different. I never break down in front of anyone she's the first person who actually witnessed me broke down. Hmm, I don't know what I am feeling right now but all I know is I feel safe around her....

after a while I recollected myself and wiped shits from my face and fixed myself so that it wouldn't be evident that I cried....

"Now Wonnie, feel better already?" Leeseo asked,

"Yeah... yeah I feel great right now... Thank you."

"Welcome Wonnie, let's go?" she asked,

"Let's go Seo."

We walked back to my apartment building and went up on my area, after that I opened my door and

"GRAMZ WE BOUGHT SOME BOOZE AND SPRITES."

hmm, no one answered. we entered the area and saw my coffee table has chickens on top and a note. I went up and grabbed the note it said,

Dear you hoe,

I am going out to meet someone you know who, rather waiting her....

so happy eating with my baby Leeseo <3

ps. don't flirt with her

p.p.s I will kill you if you flirt with her <3

Love, DogLover69

DogLover69 my ass. You just wanted to fuck with her. I crumpled the note and threw it to the trashcan plus I ain't flirting no kid...

"Wonnie, where's Gaeulnie?" She asked,

"Oh, went out to babysit a dog..."

"at 9pm in the night?" she asked,

"Uhh...yeah..."

"Oh well more chicken for me then hehe." she said and sat down on the floor near the chicken and start digging in...cute.

I grabbed myself some soju and yakults plus a sprite for this kid here and sat down beside her, she silently ate the chicken with some bit of 'mmms' and some nodding, what a cute quirk. I opened myself some soju and chugged a bit of that then chugged a whole bottle of yakult. Damn it hits the spot, I can feel it burns through my throat.

You maybe wondering how can I bought the alcohol... its face value... kidding it's actually my actions and height. People don't question when you're firm to what you want so I always use cash and single answer method to not get caught.... Of course none of my unnies know that I drink including MotherChae, cuz unlike that dog, I don't get drunk. Never, even if I chugged 5 bottles of soju, I still won't get drunk. Plus I don't go drinking outside then went back to the dorm reek of alcohol. Only Gramz know that I drink....

"Seo, I'm going to the balcony okay? Need some fresh air." I said, then I stood up and went to my balcony closed the door behind me, hmmm I rummaged thru my pile there... AHA, found it. My cigs, oh I also smoke too... I was exposed a bit early to that cause the stress of being a breadwinner to my ex-family, so one day someone offered me that then voila, I am addicted to nicotine.... no one knows this.

I lit up my cig and sipped and puffed out a large smoke, damn that hits the spot. I really helps me to just relieve my cravings...

*BANG*

"WONNIE, I REMOVED THE BONES FROM THE CHICKEN H- What's that smell?"

oh shit.

"Nothing you know, its from the neighbor..." I said trying to make an excuse, while I dropped my half stick cig and stomping it in order to blow out the fire...

"Hmm Wonnie, but the smell is really strong coming from you..." she said and went close to me and sniffed me...

"Ugh, fine. It was me. Please don't tell anyone about it."

"Sure Wonnie, but promise me to try stop smoking..." she said,

"Sure Seo, I promise." What the fuck am I saying....

We stood there in silence and looked out the balcony hmm I never appreciated the view from here... hmm kinda miss her just cuddling me from behind trying to reach my shoulder and when I feel her doing that I turn around and scooped her and just hugged her from behind...

Eh? I felt her arms wrapped around my body and she's trying to reach my shoulder... It really reminds me of her. I turned around and hugged her tight... I inhaled deep missing the feeling of just her being there for me, just for this moment... even if she wasn't her, she still reminds me of everything me and her used to do. Hmm, she smells like lavenders and sunshine, cute. I buried my face on her neck and hugged her tightly... I kinda miss this type of skinship. But sadly I have to let go...

I removed myself from her and went inside leaving her a bit dumbfounded on what had happened before I sat down on the floo and took another large gulp of soju then chug another yakult...

"Wonnie, are you okay?" Seo asked as she went in the living room

"Yeah..yeah just peachy."

"What was that?" she asked,

"Nothing.. it's a habit that I try on fixing it."

"Why?" she asked,

"OH I DON'T FUCKING KNOW. YOU FUCKING REMIND ME OF HER. EVERYTHING YOU DO, YOU REMIND ME OF HER." I shouted and took another bottle of soju and chug a large amount of it, and continued on

"YOUR LITTLE QUIRKS AND EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HER, BUT ITS DIFFERENT. IT FEELS SAFE a-and secured like I wanted to be with you but I can't cause... I'm still here... mourning and just... trying to move on from...her."

"Wonnie, I am here for you." she said and sat beside me, and reached the soju from my hand and chugged the remaining content from the bottle

"Weren't you suppose to not drink th-"

WHAT THE FUCK.

I AM SO FUCKING DOOMED.

GOD PLEASE KILL ME NOW.