Heartless

Chatper 5

I wake up and I walk to my bathroom looking in the mirror to only see a girl with puffy eyes and clearly looks like she's been crying for years. I take a quick 15 min shower and throw on my blue jeans and a fresh t-shirt. When I walk downstairs to a empty kitchen everything from yesterday hits me. My dead dad , Jason leaving me, everything is just broken. I hold back my tears and check my phone to only see no texts from Jason or any calls.

I walk outside to get my mail and see that one guy from the party who warned me about Jason looking at me like he was watching me studying me , he was wearing dark colors so it was hard to see his facial expression. I look to the right and when I look back up to call his name he was gone. I shiver and shake my head walking back into my house , I hear my phone buzz and to see Jessica is calling.

"Jess I don't feel like talk-"
"no shut up taylor it's time you and I just go out and have some good lunch okay? I promise ill make you forget about everything." She said with a hint of worry.
"Alright"
"I'll pick you up in 10"

Then I hit the end button and wait outside on my porch , pathetically looking at my phone like he would call.
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Jessica finally pulls up in her Blue Ivy car and yes she did name her car that a very long story. I go and open the door sitting in the passenger seat looking straight ahead as she pulls out my drive way and heads to whatever place she's going.
"Tay baby I know it's been hard and all but you have got to get out in the sunshine instead of your room it's really unhealthy" she says with worry. "I'm fine Jessica stop worrying about me all the time".
"It's not just that Taylor you barely have told me anything ever since and I don't get Wh-" I stare blankly ahead as I block whatever she is saying away. Once we hit the hang out everyone goes too , we park and both walk in I can already feel myself grow annoyed. I sit down at the nearest table only to notice a very familiar jacket and quickly realize it's Jason with a group of kids I never seen around town.

I quickly grab Jessica's arm pulling her to the side from her friends "Jess we need to go okay like right now" I say rushing all my words out.
"But we just got here Taylor what's the problem". I try answering her question only too feel an all to familiar arm wrap around my waist pulling me to them. "Taylor hey baby" Jason says , but I don't look up pushing him forcefully away. "Don't fucking call me baby and don't think anything that happened last night went away" I say trying my best not to look up at him.

He grabs my hand without a word , leading me outside to an alley and I couldn't help but feel the heat on my cheeks burn my skin. I rip my hand away biting my lip. "What the hell are we doing here Jason" I say while crossing my arms across my chest. " Taylor I already told you that I was a bad guy but you never listen , I am no good for you I shouldn't be around you. I want a guy that's nice for you that's good for you. But there's this thing that keeps pulling me back every time I think I can leave you. It's like." He comes closer to me and closer till my back pressed against the cold brick wall and his face was only inches from mines. "I can't get enough of you it's like I want you more and more everyday and I don't think I can stop till I have you" He puts both his hands on my cheeks caressing them and forces me to look at him and all the hurt from last night rushed back , all the emptiness and loneliness comes rushing back. "You don't have the right to say that okay Jason you don't mean it everyone that I get close to leaves me and my dad being dead proves it all right and you can't come into my life and say that you just can't when you went and left me there with my heart in my throat" I say with every angry bone in my body.

I notice the shade of Jason's eyes change and he grips my side tighter then it should causing me to squeal. "You stupid inconsiderate little bitch. I will not let you talk to me like that the only reason I want you is because I want my dick inside of you , fucking you then you will see me leave you just like your pathetic waste of a dad." I hold back fresh tears and finally he lets my sides go , walking straight out of the alley with no sympathy leaving me behind not only once but twice.

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