Taylors POV
I stare at the text I sent to Jason and sqeeze my eyes shut hoping I can forget the words that would pronounce the death of my dad. I'm still stunned , feelings so numb and confused. why does this have to be my dad. I grab my phone and call Jason hoeing he will pick up.
"Hello?" at first I just sit there and hear his voice , repeat my name over and over again then I snap out of my trans and answer barelt above a whisper. "He's gone jason , the only person I have left is gone.."
"Taylor i'm coming over" before i can protest im left with a call thats been ended. I lay down and close my eyes hoping this emptiness feeling will go away. I was so lost in thought I didnt realize Jason climbed through my window until he , sat on the corner of my bed.
"Taylor please answer me" I sit up and look down at my fingers , sighing. "I can't feel anything jason i ca-" I stop myself short and feel Jason coming near me , climbing his way by my side putting both his hands on my cheeks , lifting my face so i can look at him.
"I'm sorry that your dads gone , and trust me if I could some how stop it from happening I would" He says , I didnt know I was crying until jason kissed my tears and that was it. I feel Jason pull me to his chest , I crawl into his lap resting my face in his chest clinging on to his cotton t-shirt.
"I miss him Jason" I said feeling my voice croak , jason lifts my face up looking at me like he lost something trying to find it. He doesnt say anything , resting his forehead against mines brushing his lips against mine. "Are you afraid of me Taylor" He whispers against my lips , I sqeeze my eyes hoping he'd take the pain away. That he'd make me forget.
Jason leans in , kissing me gently putting his hands gently on my sides. but that wasn't enough I craddle his lap deeping the kiss , and I feel him
fighting himself. If he should give me his all or , pull away. I bit his lip gently loosing myself into him and he gives up gripping my sides tightly and I hear a low moan , then suddenly he pulls away.
"I dont wanna hurt you Taylor you dont need this" and he gets up , i sqeeze my eyes shut but by the time I did Jason was gone.
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