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𝓐𝓵𝓪𝓷𝓪𝓱'𝓼 𝓟𝓞𝓥
I woke up in the middle of the night, out of no where I start balling my eyes out. I'm not the most sensitive person but my thoughts know how to get to me better than any human being ever could.
It took me a minute to figure out why I was crying, then I realized I haven't been home in weeks and I haven't contacted my dad or Amari. Everything started to get to me.
I hear Jay move around so I quickly go into his bathroom. 10 minutes later I hear a knock at the door. "Yo ma you in here?" Jay asks me.
Fuck I didn't wanna wake him up this shit is stupid to be cryin over anyways. Instead of answering I get up and open the door.
"Why you cryin mh" Jay says pulling me closer, hugging me tight. "It doesn't matter anymore Jay I'm fine" I say to him walking over to his bed. He grabs me by my arm, pulling me back to him.
"You wouldn't be crying like that if you were fine, just talk to me. what's wrong?" he asks me. I just wanna go back to sleep and let it all go.
"I've been over here for weeks and I haven't talked to my brother or my dad ever since the whole incident shit but it's nothing to cry over when I can just do somethin about it" I tell him crying more.
It's true though, it's my fault I haven't reached out. "Mami it's ok we can go see them later, they can come over or you can hang out with them for today" he assures me.
"Jay it's your birthday I'm not missing your birthday just to go be with my annoying ass brother and my dad that jus sits on his ass whenever he's not working, there's no point" I tell him.
He's insane if he thinks I'm gonna miss his birthday I got shit planned.
"Yea it's my birthday but your family is always first mh, you don't have to spend the whole day with them but at least go see them, like you said you haven't talk to them in weeks it's best for you to go home for a few hours" he tells me.
Mann I hate when he's right but still it's my baby's birthday I wanna be around him as much as I can.
"I guess I could go later on but you're fucking crazy if you thought I was gonna miss your birthday" I tell him. He laughs a little bit. "I didn't think you would anyways" he says.
We go back to bed and I'm laying on his chest, he's rubbing my head I don't know what it is but him doing that makes me fall asleep way faster. —————————————————————————
*𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰*
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