Who's my bestfriend? (REWRITTING )

Press everywhere

start song *
Security ushered us into
cars,we were all separated.In the driver seat was a security guard as well as in the passengers seat another one.

I got in first in the back seats and after me went Damien, Ashley,Nick,and Liam.

Somehow we all fit and somehow I hadn't noticed Ashley and Jamie were here and no Regina to be seen.

My expression was neutral and Nicks was bewildered.

I forcefully smashed my head against the window for being such an idiot.

I should have done it in a church privately, press is the last thing Harry wanted.

Now I will be all over the headlines and I won't be able to walk out without being mobbed by them.

I shut my eyes and sighed with my head still against the window if the moving car.

"Hey, it's going to be fine"said Damien.

I could identify his voice from others because of his beautiful accent.

I kept my eyes closed and frowned as I put my hand over my nose and whimpered .

Why him?

Tears slipped my eyes regretfully as I fluttered my eyes open to find myself being pushed onto Damien's chest as he huged me tight.

He kissed the top of my head as tears dissapated into my black dress.I rubbed my eyes only to see mascara on my hands from the crying.

I looked up and he removed his chin from my head and did the utter most compassionate thing he has ever done to me yet.

He kissed me .

I looked like shit and HE KISSED ME.

I'm pretty sure the whole car was getting quite a show.

I didn't care though, this was my second kiss with him and i felt like melting.He attached to me like a magnet,if he ever left me therapy would be needed because he's my best friend.

His tounge pushed itself into my mouth and roamed freely untill my tounge caught up to his playing almost tug a war and he won.

He pulled back to breath and looked me straight in the eyes and said "You are do beautiful please don't cut."

I pulled away "How did you know?" a little pissed off

"Well I-"I cut him off

"Wait, is that why you kissed me?"

He opened his mouth and closed it and say "yes baby girl because I care for you"

I turned back to the window and ignored his hand trying to pull me to him.

Of course I was pitied,I knew something like this would happen sooner or later.

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When we were dropped of into my house and Nick's they all stayer over once again even Damien.

I didn't have the guts to look at everyone after what happened in the car so I simply went upstairs to think and to not be around Damien as the rest talked about a plan.

I was finally back home after staying with 1D and Gemma .

My first instinct was to through my self on my bed and sleep but I felt dirty so I went to shower.

I grabbed my loofah and scrubbed on my lips and my cheek and my neck.

All the places Damien had kissed and I felt stupid because everyone pitied me.

Why was I falling for someone so hard I felt numb as I scrubbed my neck.

l couldn't believe everything that had happen since I came here.

I heard Damien calling but I stood quiet and kept rubbing my loofah on my knees and I felt my feet being pulled from under me.

I wanted to cut ,I wanted to scream,I wanted to cry for hours but all that seemed to happen was me sitting still .

When had I gotten on this floor?

I felt a hand on my lower arm and I screamed feeling the touch my real dad did when he said 'let's play'.

Someone pulled me towards them and put me in a towel ,drying me off as a baby and dropping me off on my bed.

As I looked up a bunch of curious head focused in on my eyesight.

I felt someone touch my hand and rub it and call me but soon enough I dozed off.

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Damien P.o.v-

I watched as she may limp in my arms ,She had fallen and she hadn't even noticed .

I went to knock on her door earlier but it was open and I found the bathroom door locked but as I screamed her name and she hadn't answered.

I got worried and called Harry and said she was in trouble and I grabbed a chair and broke down the door somehow .

I ran to the tub to see her eyes barley open and blinking slowly.

I grabbed her hand and picked her up with a towel.

I took her to her bed and rubbed her soft hand.

When she woke up she told me she had a throbbing headache and everyone had surrounded her worried.

" Y-you saw me naked? "

I blushed and said " I covered you up so I didn't get to see much because I was worried plus I was too concentrated looking at your pale lips and how the beautiful pink I loved to kiss was gone and um-".

She laughed at my rambling and said "its fine." But then her face turned stiff as she said "don't pity me"

"I don't-" the TV cut me off as Niall had turned it on coming from downstairs saying there was something we all needed to see .

"Headlines all over the news papers have had 1D written over them for the past 3 months but this is something involving the famous Harry styles,the rest of 1D was there with him when it happened."

"The fans wanted to know why they canceled there tour and they found out alright."

"Let's all point our fingers to Harold's other siblings.Yes you heard right harry styles has two other siblings besides Gemma."

"Not much is known about them except that they were all at a public funeral featuring there uncle.It is however unclosed, if they are actually siblings."

"There names are Cassandra and Nicholas and so far that's all we know.We'll keep you updated 1D fans!"

"Fuck"

Hai I've updated BC I am finishing this book and the other maybe but be aware I am on vacation and I won't be here (in america) by the end of July so it will be hard to update bc I have plans before going to the Dominican republic.☺
Thnxs if u read this bbys ;)