The Boy With The Charm.

Do I love him?

TWO WEEKS LATER (back to Xaviers POV)

Me and Lucas have been talking for about 2-3 weeks now. Everything we have talked about with each other was in total agreement. I have stayed at his dorm a couple of times since Jay always has his girlfriend over. It's kind of awkward sitting there while him and his girlfriend are having a huge make out session and smoking. And i'm just kinda sitting there on my bed listening to it. It's disgusting. It's 10:30pm. His girlfriend is going to arrive soon. I should see if i could be at Lucas' for another night?

I called Lucas. The phone rang for about 5 seconds then he picked up.

"Hello?" He said in a tired but deep voice. I personally loved it. It was calming. Sometimes when i'm on call with him at night and he's talking. it puts me to sleep.

"Hey. Um. I was wondering if i could come over for another night? Jay has his girlfriend over again. I don't want to witness them doing whatever they're planning to do." I said in a quiet voice. I didn't want Jay to hear me. I don't want him to get pissed.

"Sure. You do know that you don't have to ask? You can just come over." He said in a reassuring tone. "I know. But some people just have rough days when they don't want anyone coming over, you know?"
"Even if i was mad or upset, I'd still want to talk to you." He said, sounding with a smile. Hearing him say that made my heart pound. He's adorable.
I grabbed my bag, put on slippers, and walked out the door to his dorm. I knocked before entering. Just to let him know i was coming in.
"Lucas?" i said a bit loudly. He was just on call with me, where did he go? He was out of sight.
Lucas came from around corner. Ah. He was in the- What the fuck!? He.. had no shirt on.

"Sorry. I was in the shower when you called. I was rushing out." He said chuckling. His hair was wet and water dripped from around his abs.
I let out a nervous chuckle then placed my bag on the ground, slipped off my slippers and fell on the second bed. I let out a sigh.
"So.. How's..life?" Lucas said, sitting down next to me. I laughed and sat up. "You seem like you're running out of things to talk about" I said with i chuckle looking down at his abs.
"Like what you see?" He said teasingly. i looked up at him and smiled. I grabbed a random shirt from off his dresser that was next to the second bed and threw it at him.

"You wish. Go put on a shirt!" I said with a huge cheesing smile on my face. He slowly put the shirt on, irking my nerves purposely.
"Goodnight, Xavier." He said walking over to his bed.
" 'Night Lucas." I said. Watching his walk to his bed, Go under the sheets, and slowly fall asleep.

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1:30 AM

I couldn't sleep. I had taken out my iPad to draw and sketch a few things for sculpture. For some reason, my body likes gaining motivation at midnight. It's.. weird. And.. I drank a bit. I know.. I know.. Im not supposed to, i just can't stop drinking. Especially when it's late at night. I can't help myself. Im going to see a therapist about it soon. Fuck.. My head.. I turn over Lucas. He looked so calm.. and peaceful while sleeping. He's so cute. I stood up and walked over to him. i kneeled down and placed my hand on his cheek.

I smiled. He looked comfortable. Xavier.. You're really drunk. Fuck. I caressed Lucas' hair a few times before i found myself crawling in his bed next to him. And to my surprise, while he was sleep he pulled me close. This is the closest me and Lucas have ever been. Im not complaining. I feel.. comfortable and safe in Lucas' arms. I want to be here forever. I slowly closed my eyes.

Do i.. love him..?

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