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A month has passed once again and I feel relief. I don't know if that is good, but I love the feeling. Like all my problems have finally gone away.
But today was just not it. Today I feel down, my depression skyrocketing and it feels like I can't come down. I get out of my bed and throw on some sweatpants and a black sweatshirt. As I head downstairs I bump into Kyle.
"Oh, good morning, Dimples," He says happily.
"Hey, Kyle," I say putting on my hood and walking downstairs. I walked into the kitchen which was just everyone talking and laughing. Mika saw me and got off Nick's laugh and ran over to me.
"Good morning, Ro-Ro. How was your sleep? I slept fine. But wait you didn't ask. It is okay though. Hey, are you okay? D you want to talk about it? I mean I am here..."
"MIKA STOP!" I yell causing everyone to go silent. I looked at Mika and saw tears in his eyes making me feel guilty.
"Fuck, Mika, I...FUCK THIS!" I yell walking away.
Shit, I didn't mean to yell. Fuck. I run up to my room and lock my door. I turn on some music making it blast through my entire room.
Blade...Blade...Blade
It is like it is on repeat in my mind. Why is it always me? Is it because I killed her? Is it because I am broken? WHAT THE HELL IS IT!?
I look over and when I finally find one from my razor. But before I could take it apart someone wrapped their arms around me picking me up and throwing the razor on the ground. I don't even try to fight. I was too emotionally drained and physically exhausted. I don't even know why but I began crying. The person pulls me closer whispering sweet nothings in my ears as I fall asleep.
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I feel Kiro's breathing evening out indicating he has fallen asleep. I just sigh and rub my temple. What made him slip? That was the question running through my mind. Just then Kyle comes in.
"Today is the day his sister died. Today is the day of the crash," He says. That is when everything clicked into place.
"I don't even think he realized it himself," Kyle says coming over and joining us in bed.
"We will talk about this when he wakes up. For now let's just keep him company he needs it," I tell him. Everyone soon joins in cuddling close. Soon everyone was out cold.
