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Xxplosive-11

💖LONDON💖

Hussle wait.....

💙What you need?

You.... You didn't question me about this being your baby?

💙I don't think that's necessary, unless you have something you need to share with me.

He stares at me for a moment.

I don't break his gaze.

💖You sure being a father is what you want?

💙How the old people say it? You gotta pay to play?
I knew us going skin to skin might create a lol more than a good feeling. It was bound to happen and if we didn't fall out, I would've been by your side when you found out.

The most important thing is I'm here now for whatever you and that baby need. We family London. Whether you're my girl or not. I love you and my baby.

💖 Thank you.  A wave of nausea hit me and i run past Hussle into the bathroom.  There goes today's vitamin. Ugh This baby was bossy.

💙You okay?

💖I flush and brush and gag a little more before I can complete the task. Damn
I finally come out and Hussle greets me with a bottle of water and some saltines.

💙Does your dad know about our little bundle of joy?

💖 My dad knows everything except why we broke up.

💙I shove my hands in my pocket. He ain't whip my a$$ so I thought I had a chance to live.

💖Listen, we don't have to be a couple to want the best for our baby.

💙I'm hurt by the words she's saying, but she got a right to feel the way she does.

Does that mean we just gonna co parent and our baby gonna go from house to house without one of us?

London just shrugged.

💙I inhale and exhale... I'm gonna be honest, i don't want that for our baby.  Too many broken homes already. That's why I got so many homies that's affiliated.

💖Look, nothing is concrete, I ain't looking for marriage or nothing...

💙You do know I love you right London? If getting married is what you want, I'm with it. Just don't shut me out of my babies life. You know how important daddies are.

💖He was right, I did know how important they were and I knew I wouldn't be alive without mine. My mother had been on some real fucc shit and tried to off me several different ways.

I crawl back in the bed and pull the blanket up to my chin.  Hussle moves my crackers and water closer to me.  He picked up my dirty clothes and put my sneakers away. 

He went and got my mop  bucket poured a little pine and water in it in case i couldn't make it to the bathroom.

💙I'll be in the living room if you need me.

We spent about 3-4 weeks repeating this scenario. 

I was working the dispensary from home mostly with quick check ins and updates weekly. 

My father didn't want me traveling alone and i was now Hussle priority x's 2

I texted Samantha.... Your brother is making me crazy.

🌺Oh nah, that's YOUR BOO THANG he not about to leave you alone. Especially, since you baking his baby!

I giggle and Hussle looks over what's funny ?