Est 6661

Chapter 12 (Est6661)

"I can't believe we're doing this, Angel." Brooklyn laughs a little and shakes her head as she's driving. 
"Brooklyn, everything is going to be fine, Hayden will have a good time, and we even have back stage passes." I smirk pulling out the passes for all three of us. 
"Mumma?" Hayden questions.
"Yes, baby?" 
"I have to poop."
I laugh a little. "Pull to a gas station please?" I ask Brooklyn and she gets off the exit. 
Hayden wears diapers only at night time. 
We pull up to a gas station and I rush her into the bathroom. She sits on the toilet quietly, I have to hold her up because she's a little to small to fit on an actual toilet seat and we forgot the little one at home. 
"I'm done now, mumma." She smiles and I wipe her, pulling her pants up afterwards. She pulls the step stool she found underneath the sink and steps up on it washing her hands. She wipes them off on her clothes and grabs my hand. 
"Do you want anything to drink?" 
"A juice?" 
"Yup, pick one out." I say following her. She grabs a Disney princess one and she hands it to me, taking it and picking her up. I go over to the energy drink section and I get two monsters. I take a deep breath and I go over to the paying counter. 
I go back out to the car and I put Hayden in her car seat and I get into the passenger seat. "Here I got you this." I smile handing a monster to Brooklyn. "And Hayden, here's your Belle juice." I smile handing it back to her.
"Thank you." Brooklyn opens it and takes a drink.
"Dank you mommy, but, may you open it pwease?" She asks and I open it for her. "Tank you." She smiles. 

"Are you ready for this concert?" Brooklyn laughs a little and glances at me. 
"Hell yeah, I am!"
"Hell yah!" Hayden yells.
"Hayden Alice Baker!" I snap but laugh. "Don't say those words." 
"Okay, sowwy." 
"Its okay baby girl." 

We pull into the concert area and park, I take the ear plugs from out of the baby bag up front and I get out of the car getting Hayden. "Ready, sweet pea?" I smile and she nods a lot. I carry her on my hip and I go into the building with Brooklyn. We go into the concert part of the building and I look at my ticket, before and after greetings; starting at 4 pm for before.
"Come on, Brook, we're meeting them." 
"Now?" She asks. "But its only 3:54" 
"Exactly. All the others are going to think... Just come." I said looking at Hayden who is sleeping on my shoulder already. I run up to the back and we show them our passes. 
"She's four, right?" 
"Three, but turning four tomorrow." I truthfully say. 
"Alright, I'll let you go." Their body guard says and we walk into the back stage, Zacky instantly catching my eye. 
"A-are you okay?" Brooklyn stutters. 
"Its a long story..." I look at her and I wake Hayden up. 
"What...." She mumbles. 
"Wake up.." I say smiling at her and pinching my cheeks, she cackles and buries her head into my shoulder, lifting it up. We walk over to the meet and greet table and I look at Zacky. 
"Hi, Zack.." I say. 
"Uh, hi?" He looks at me. "Awe, who's that cutie?" He smiles and pinches her cheeks. 
"This is Hayden... Zacky, do you remember me?" I ask him and Matt looks at me for the first time, eyes widening.
"N-no... I.. No, I don't." He says honestly. 
"Zacky... That's Angel..." He points at me mumbling to him.
"Angel... Angel... Mon..Monroe?" 
"Mhm... And this is your daughter..." I mumble. "We haven't seen each other in four years. I got pregnant by you..." 
"WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS!?" Brooklyn exclaims. 
"I said it was a big...-" I stop when Brooklyn storms off of the backstage.  
"Anyways... Can I hear her?" Zacky says. "I mean.. H-hold.." 
"Of course." I say handing Hayden to him. "Oh god..." He cries a little. "Hey there, Hayden..." 
"I'll let you guys alone so I can go talk to Brooklyn." I say leaving and finding Brooklyn behind the stage curtains. 
"Explain. Now. I wanna know. Now." 
"Okay, fourish years ago, Zacky and I snapchated a lot and like, it ended up to where I got to tour with them, my dad wanted me back and the day I left, him and I had sex and therefore... That's how I got Hayden." 
She nods. "I understand." She says looking at me. 
"Do you? Or are you just doing that for me to stop telling you shit?" I say. 
"I do, honestly." She says. 
"Fine... I'm sorry I never told you.." I say. 
"You're okay, I get it. You didn't wanna tell me... Who all knew?" 
"My dad, that's it."
"You didn't even bother snapchatting Zacky?" 
I shake my head, "Because he wouldn't answer me, its like he was seeing another girl. I don't know... He just didn't answer me, he'd open it.." I shrug. 
"Hm. What a dick." 
"No, I understand, I'm annoying." I sigh. 
"You're not annoying, Angel." Zacky approaches me and sits down with Hayden, "She's sleeping." He smiles holding Hayden. 
"She must be tired." I say. 
"What's her full name? And why haven't you ever told me?" 
"Because, you never answered me, so I just, gave up." 
"Yeah, but, like.... Wouldn't you think that you snapchatting me hey you have a daughter and taking a picture of her would catch my attention???" He snaps. 
"I did, Zacky." 
"Obviously not enough." He snaps again. "Wait... I shouldn't be snapping at you... I'm the one who wasn't there for you." He catches himself. "I'm sorry..." I stay silent. "I got to go.... I'll see you afterwards, meet me here... I'll lead you out to our bus, along with your friend." 
"Yeah... Okay..." I sigh and I get up taking Hayden and going out to the mosh pit.