spanking and domestic discipline

The starting of a new life

I think about it ,my life is so empty,filled with aloneness and emptiness.
He was the new light of my life , ray of hope in darkness.
I messaged him " hi"
He replied same thing again,we talked normally for some time and he asked why I didn't take care of my health.
I didn't know what should I reply him.
He said " we should meet sometime"
I said ofcourse," we will meet soon".

I met him at a coffee shop, slowly we became closer,our love grew and he began to know about my life,I feared it ,I feared attachments and love ,terrified to be left alone always

Love is such a different feeling,I cannot even describe it,it's so selfless and out of this world,Will i ever find true love?
One day ,I was at his home and had just done few cuts on my hand,they were not bleeding much,but visible.He saw my cuts ,and was very disappointed with me.

He came closer to me and said " baby ,what are you doing?,why do you do this to yourself,you are harming yourself ,I want you to recover ,do you understand ,I will do anything to make you better".
I said,'as you say'.I didn't know what to say.
He then started giving me rules,rules were-
1.Do not do selfharm under any condition.
2.eat proper meals three times a day.
3.wear proper clothes in cold
4.take care of health
5.Focus on studies,always do your best.

If rules are not followed,their will be punishments