Chapter 1

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5 sos Calum Hood, has secrets kept from his fellow band mates, Family, and friends. Calum was bullied before, and still is without Ashton, Luke, Or Michael knowing. He cuts to let the pain out of him . He finds a magnificent girl just like him named Isabella, but likes to be called Bella. Who happens to turn out Michael's Sister. And Michael is very over protective on Bella.

Hi my name's Isabella (Bella) , Bella Clifford. My brother is from a band called 5 Seconds of Summer. Michael is on tour right now and he will be home in a couple of days. My mom is dead because of my dad. He abused her TO DEATH. God I hate him so fucking much...

He's in Prison though right now. I'm 18 and I live practically alone my Uncle is supposed to be watching me but he's rarely home. He's out either hooking up with chicks or selling drugs. You are probably wondering why I could still be living on my own.

Well I live off of my brother because he's like a millionaire now it's been almost a year since I've seen him. And the money off my uncle selling drugs.

I have been bullied at school alot before and after mikey went on tour. And I had depression and one thing leads to another so I cut......ALOT. I have a stash of razors hidden in my bathroom and under my mattress. Then I take to school my pocket knife.

And I can't stop at all. It's ADDICTING. I have Pretty Brown hair with lighter brown color on the tips of my hair. I also have gages.

.................

I wake up hearing loud knocks at the door. I get up and put my hair in a messy pony tail and run down the stairs toward the door. I open it to find my drunk uncle Still banging on the door.

I pull him inside and help him up the stairs and put him in his bed for him to sleep. I quietly close the door and go to my room and shut the door.

I get my out fit together from my closet. I get black skinny jeans with the knees showing, one of my brother 'IDIOT' shirts that he left behind, a black beanie , my bracelets that cover up my cuts, and finally my black vans.

I walk in my bathroom to put on my make up.

......... (at school)..........

I walk to my locker to put my pocket knife and my text books in there. Then THEY came. THEY were the people that have been bullying on me.

The leader of there " So called cool group" was Eric. God I hated that name. His girlfriend is also in the group her name is Angie with her BFFS, Sophie, and Lily.

"Hey emo wannabe," Eric said.

"What do you want Eric." I said.

"Nothing I just wanted to tell you how your such a fagg Bella." Eric said why'll he pushes me against the lockers.

"What the fuck is your problem Eric?" I was getting mad now.

"It's not me who the problem is. It's you." Eric said.

"Come on let's let the Emo loser to cry like a baby." Angie said.

As soon as they left the bell rung and it was time to go. I wiped away my tears and walked home.

I ran up stairs into my bathroom and took a razor out of my stash and started cutting. One cut. 2nd cut. 3rd cut. Blood started dripping I grabbed the towel that was closest to me and got it wet in the sink. I wiped all the blood away.

It stopped bleeding.

My uncle was asleep in his room.

Then suddenly I heard some one come in the door down stairs and say "I'm Home!" No.... it couldn't ......

"Mikey?!?"

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