Chapter 5

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Calums POV:

"Ok." I said staring in to Bellas eyes.

She ran out because Michael needed her. How could I not cut? No one understands the way I think of it. Luke always helps me when I cut because for some reason he always walks in when I'm doing it. Gosh I hate when he fucking does that. I just have to keep a secret from her. No I couldn't. "I have too." I said to myself quietly.

I ran in Bellas bathroom I looked around for her razors. I found it. I took off All my bracelets. After I cut on my wrist and upper arm I cleaned up the mess. I walk back out and sat on the bed.

Luke walked in.

"Let's go. We are gonna play FIFA on the Xbox." He said grabbing the pace where I cut just before.

"Ahh." I said in pain as he let go.

"What was I grabbing you too hard?" Luke stopped to look at me.

"Yeah. But it's okay." I lied.

"Calum...." Luke started too say.

"Yeah Luke?" I said looking up at him.

"Have you been cutting....AGAIN!?!" He said almost yelling at me.

"No." I lied again.

"Let me see your wrists." Luke said grabbing my arms.

"No."I struggle to not let him see.

We both wrestle on the bed when Michael comes up and pulls us apart laughing.

"Haha what the hell is going on here?" He laughed smiling.

"Calum has been cutting again." Luke said as Michaels smile slowly fades away.

"What?" Michael's says as he looks at my wrist and grabbing my arm and pulled the bracelets off. Luke and Michael see them.

"What the fuck Cal?" Michael says as his voice getting angry.

"I'm sorry guys..." I say quietly.

I start crying as a tear roles down my face. Michael and Luke sit on both sides of me.

"Calum..." Luke started to say.

"What?" I say still crying.

"I'm taking your razors away..."

"They aren't mine.." I say.

"Then who's are they?"Michael says.

"They're Bellas..."

Srry guys it's so short. But oh well. Xoxo Bella

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