Painted gummy smile,
And hollow eyes.
Performing every roles,
Master of disguise.
Fingers with ultimate precision,
Controlling my every decision.
Scripted steps and lines rehearsed,
Just like a puppet, cursed.
A chapter written in another's name,
This ain't mine to claim.
But I am a people pleaser,
I bend,
I twist,
Just to fit the mold.
Lose myself,
Hurt myself,
Acting to what's told.
Every smiling nod and every grin,
I buried the truth within.
Even if the situation is hard for me,
I'll do it smilingly.
At the end of the day I found myself apologizing from the pain you caused me.
