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I wake up to my head pounding, my eye lids heavy and my throat dry, I look around me seeing that I'm in toms room again!

No! I cry as I hit the bed with my fists

Tom: you woke up? He said coming out from the bathroom with only a towel on around his Waiste

Don't come near me! I scream

Tom didn't say anything he just smirked as he started to put on clothes in front of me, I closed my eyes not wanting to see this piece of shit, I hate him!


I look at my leg seeing it's all bandaged, the cunt shot me!

Tom: sorry I shot you he said sitting next to me

It's too late to apologise Tom! I scream

Tom: you're such a brat! Why can't you just be with me!

Because i don't want to be locked in a cage anymore Tom! I wanna be free!

Tom: you know it doesn't work that way!

How do you know that Tom? Just cause you can't escape from who you are, you have to make me involved with it?!!! I said as I felt guilt build up, what I said I know it hurt Tom, really badly and by the looks of his face I know he is holding tears

Tom- I'm- I said trying to apologise

Tom: no crystal he said walking out of the room slamming the door.


Bill came in looking really sad? Like something is bordering him?

What's wrong? I said

Bill: it's Tom crystal, he has cancer

What? I said as I felt my soul leave my body for a second, is that was has been bothering Tom? And why he wants me to be with him?

Bill: it's really bad, he has 6 months to live, well maybe if he recovers


Don't lie to me bill! I scream as I cry, it hurts knowing I might loose Tom....


Bill didn't say anything, he is saying the fucking truth

I gotta go I said running as my leg hurts but I didn't care, I need to be with Tom as much as possible, he never told me he has cancer? Why didn't he!

Tom!

Tom: yeh? He asked as he was drinking tea , now that I know he has cancer, how did I not realise he has been pale?


You have cancer? I cry

Toms eyes widen as a tear fell down his face

Tom: don't worry about it crystal

No Tom! Why didn't you tell me!

Tom: crystal please don't cry he said as he came up to me holding me in his arms, what if I'm never gonna be in his arms ever again?


Tom what cancer do you have?

Tom: lung cancer he said breaking eye contact

LUNG CANCER? I scream as I cry even harder, lung cancer is the most deadly one there can ever be.



Tom: don't cry please he said wiping my tears away

Tom I love you

Tom: crystal I have always loved you more, we then kissed, I need to spend the most time I can with him , I'm just praying to god for a miracle so he can recover.


( sorry for this short ass chapter..)

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