𝑶𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 (ONPAUSE😪)

IV

✿dee's pov✿

"DANGG, MA LOOK" Nug yelled as we pulled into the big ass house and I sighed.

Dont get me wrong its a nice ass house, but nigga just vandalized the only place me and my kids can lay our heads at night.

Shid this was where I worked at. And findin a house is hard as fuck for a broke mufucka with kids like me. Not to mention I dont even own the damn house. Now i gotta worry bout my perverted ass lanlord pressing me.

The car door opened for us, pulling me out of my thoughts.

"You gon sit there?" Dev's friend said nonchalantly.

Nigga you gon move me?

Ian wan say shit cus thus nigga like guns and my kids right here so I shut my ass up and got out the car.

Shit I almost fell tryna get out this tall ass truck.

I offered to help Doo and Nug get out but they just jumped.

We followed big dude into the house and and a younger looking boy came running down the stairs shirtless with basketball shorts, a controller in his hand, and a headset on his head.

"Yo Ant, you-" He started to say but stopped when he seen us.

"Who dem?" He asked

"Dez people" Big dude answered him.

"G show dem two where the kitchen at so they could go eat they food." He told the boy and he smacked his teeth but did so anyway.

"Leggo jits" He told Doo and Nugget and they followed him

"I needa talk to you." Big dude told me and I followed him into what i guessed was his home office.

"First and foremost i want to apologize for invading and vandalizing your home." He said pulling out a chair for me. I sat down and you could look in his face that he was really bout his shit.

Ion know what it was but its like this nigga just switched on business mode and somethin bout that just made my luh kitty smile.

"Mhm" I said. Cus ian finna lie and tell this nigga its ok.

"And i wanna kno what you knew about Jaydo and what you know bout his death."

I sat there in silence for a second, debating on if I should tell him the truth or not. It wasnt I was scared to talk about or ashamed of, but its just Jay in general was a sore subject for me.

Shit everybodies first love is eather their favorite or least favorite topic.

"He was my first love, the father of my kids. After I had our first baby he became abusive and I always fought back. It was real toxic, most days we were fighting and some days we were worlds best couple" I started off with and his expression became less tense as he was listening.

"He started becoming picking up things, breaking my bones and all that crazy shit, i found out i was pregnant but i never told him." I held my breath for a second trying to hold back my tears.

"But i had decided it wasnt for me, so i tried to leave. He ended up putting his hands on my baby and threatening both of our lives. So i stayed. But then he started raping me." I said and I started crying uncontrollably. I hated that this man had a chance to say he seen me cry.

"You killed him?" He asked me, i looked up at his face and he seemed so genuine and concerned. I nodded my head and took a deep sigh.

"I did what I had to do for me and mines." I said and he nodded.