TRUER THAN TRUE
June 22
Dear Diary,
It almost killed me today.
Seeing him with her.
I know I don't have the right to be angry or jealous but it's not something I can control. Sure, I can control not letting it appear on my face but controlling not to feel it is just utterly impossible.
I wanted to chop her to pieces and then feed them to the pigs.
I'm insecure, I'm not gonna deny that. But he doesn't have to rub it in my face that he can do better than me. Not that we were ever together but still, I was a big part of his life. At least I think so.
I honestly don't know what the hell happened between us. I mean, just three weeks ago we were fine as a day at the beach. And then just poof.
He became cold. And I can't help but feel as if I'm responsible for it.
What he did with her today made me flashback to the memories we had. Wherein he would be the one doing that to me and I would hit him repeatedly, cursing at him while he laughs his ass off his chair.
It's like a tidal wave of feelings.
But I need to remind myself that this is the reality. I no longer lived in that fantasy.
And this moment can't be truer than true.
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