It will all be ok (5sos)

Chapter 1:why?

"Maybe if I go on one would care" I thought to myself as I got ready for school.
I went down stairs and saw my older brother Nate eating breakfast and probably sexing his girlfriend Bella.god I hate her.
"Can you drop me off at school?"I asked him.Nope. no answer
"Nate,can you drop me off at school please?"i repeated
"I can't" he answered "I'm dropping off Bella at uni"
I picked up my stuff and went out the door.normally if Nate can't drop me off I would normally ride my skate board there.for some reason it really calms me down I love the cold breeze in my face.it makes me forget about all the shitty
things at school.

I got to school at covered my face with my books hoping nobody would see me.i got to my locker and put my bag and skate board in there but then I felt and sharp pain in my back.i wined in pain
"Hey loser,nice board I want it"calum yelled pushing me in to the lockers.
"Stop please"I cried
"Who told you to speak"he yelled all his friends laughed.i really hated calum and his friend Michael, Luke and Ashton. I don't know why they do this to me.
Calum took my skate board out my locker and snapped it in half.
"You want it know loser"he yelled. Calum swung his fist in my chest and I felt like I couldn't breathe.i went to get my puffer out my bag to help me breathe.
"You looking for this"calum said grabbing the puffer out of my bag and throwing in on the other side of the room.
I got up and grabbed my books and ran to get my puffer.
"Why don't you just die"the boys yelled
Maybe I will.
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School had finished and I was walking home when I saw a car following me.
I just kept walking until it stops.i ran as fast as I could until I felt some one grab me by my wrist.
"Where the fuck are you going?"michael said
"Let go"I cried calum had grabbed my neck and through me on the ground.i felt a sharp pain in my back like it was broken
The boys just kicked me and punched me until I just payed still.
"Dude what the fuck have we done"Luke asked
"What" calum yelled
"I think we killed her"Luke said as he started to freak out
"I can't go to jail again"ashton yelled
"Just shut the fuck up and put her in their car" calum whispered.
The boys picked me up and placed me in the car. They drove straight to the hospital.
And that's all I remember.