Oh Ms. Believer

Ch.2

Me and Jules get back to our dorm and put our things down.
"Class was BRUTAL today." She said while flopping on her bed. This was her routine. Complain about class then go to bed.
"Well so was mine. I was stuck next to this jerk who kept calling me names and messing with my stuff." I said while sitting on my bed.
"Who was it? Maybe he likes you." She says while smirking at me. I laugh at her making this a romantic situation.
"This was no guy I would ever go out with." I say while rolling my eyes.
"Do you know his name?! What did he look like? Maybe I could go out with him." Jules says too fast before I leave the dorm. She gets way into stories. And guys...
I take out my headphones and listen to My Chemical Romance as I walk through the park. I couldn't go an hour without listening to music or I will flip.
As I walked through the courtyard I noticed I was alone, which wasn't normal, considering there are classes today. Usually there will be young adults running around trying to get to class, or to their dorm.
I sit down on a bench next to a pond and watch the koi fish swim around. The campus is extremely old. I like it though. They don't put much effort in making everything look new and modern, everything is stone and brick, and beautiful.
It reminds me of back home, before everything went south, and my life was ruined.
"Hey, it's that emo girl from class today." A voice drawls behind me. I whip my head behind me to see that awful no good misfit who decides to ruin my day.
"Can you even speak? Are you a mute?" He says to me while sitting next to me. I scooch to the other side of the bench. He notices and moves closer to me. I just ignore him and get up.
"What is your name?" He asks.
"Why does it matter to you?" I say. He looks surprised I actually spoke. I shake my head and put in my headphones to drone out this idiot.
"I want to know your name, thats all." he says before I drown him out with Gerard Way's angry voice
That's all
Thats obviously not all. Maybe if I tell him my name he will leave me alone.
"Abbey." I say, getting up off the bench and turning around on my heel and blasting my music as I walk back to the dorms.
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"ABBEY GET OUT OF THE FUCKING BATHROOM YOU HAVE BEEN IN THERE FOREVER" Jules yells and pounds on the door. I laugh and finish my make up. Simple, yet it takes 30 minutes to do.
What the hell.
I exit the bathroom as Jules rushes in so she can get ready for some party we are going to tonight.
I throw on a white skater skirt and a black tank crop top. I pair it with my all black vans. I pray that Jules won't freak over my outfit and make me change. I stand up from my bed and Jules strolls out of the bathroom in a black, extremely revealing dress. I could never pull that off. We are complete opposites. She shows off her "twins" while I try and cover everything on my body. This outfit is the most revealing thing I have worn this month.
Jules looks at me with concerned eyes. They are a little less concerned than the last time when I wore a sundress. She almost slapped me.
"I mean, you tried." She says while grabbing her purse and keys.
"Where is this party at?"
"It's at some frat house down the road from the campus." Of course it was. Jules was obsessed with dating a Frat boy.
I smile and get into her car as we drive to the party. I immediately grab the AUX cord because I know she will be playing some pop music the way there and back, PLUS the party will be playing some too.
You can only take so much Taylor Swift before you want to shoot yourself.
We get to the party and already Jules has left me to go grab drinks and get drunk. I was the DD and I had to stay sober.
"WOAH I DIDN'T KNOW VAMPIRES COULD LEAVE THEIR HOMES WITHOUT GETTING BURNED." I cringe as I hear his stupid voice again. Is he really everywhere I go?
"Just leave me alone alright I just came so I can have fun with my friends, not to be picked on by a insensitive prick." I say as I turn around and walk towards Jules, who is making out with a Frat boy, like always.
I feel my Social Anxiety kick in as I start breathing heavy and feeling like everyone is staring at me.
Please not now.
"Jules, can we go?" I plead.
"ABBEY YOUUUUNEEEED TO LIVE A LIIIIIITLE" she slurs.
I walk outside and look around and try and see where we are. I didn't pay much attention to where we came from. I don't recognize the street but I still start walking, and figure a way home. I need to relax before I start crying my eyes out, which is just going to make everything worse.
"Where ya going there?" I feel him put his hand on my shoulder. I cringe and turn around, and just as I am about to sock him, he grabs my wrists so I can't move. This sucks.
"I just want to be left alone. Please." I plead. I just want to go home, I hate parties, I hate this guy, I hate everything right now.
"Well then I guess you will be alone with me, because I'm not letting you wander the streets."
"You don't even know what I was going to do."
"Oh but I do. You look like you hate parties, so you are just gonna try and get home, even though you have no clue where you are,"
I shut my mouth and look down at my shoes. I hate these high pressure situations. Parties just make me anxious and feel sick. I hate it. I feel a tear slip down my cheeks with my head still looking down so no one can see me cry.
"Hey, what's wrong?" He asks, he actually sounds, sympathetic?
"Like you care." I say as I wipe under my eyes. He releases me and I start walking down the street. I hear him start to follow me and put his arm around my shoulder. I move away from his touch. I just want to be left alone and get through this small attack.
He notices my breathing getting heavier by the second. I can tell from the panic in his eyes.
"Are you okay?" He asks, his eyes are sad.
"I'm fine." I squeak out. He shakes his head and takes out his car keys.
"Where do you live. I'll take you home." Ha! Like I was going to get into a car with him.
"No, I'll be okay." I say. I start to walk down the sidewalk as he pulls me back to where I was.
"You need a ride, and I will drive you. End of discussion." He says, leading me to his car. I don't even know this guys name and he wants me to get into his car. What the hell?
I don't refuse, being that I just want to get home. Jules will have to find a way home.
I wipe my tears and my breathing starts to calm down. I stare at my lap and play with my thumbs.
"You can turn on the music if you want." He says while handing me the AUX cord. "We are gonna be a while, being that the dorms are about 10 minutes away." I thought they were just around the block?
I plug in my phone and play the song that always calms my nerves.
"Oh, Miss Believer, my pretty sleeper
Your twisted mind is like snow on the road
Your shaking shoulders prove that it's colder
Inside your head than the winter of dead

I will tell you I love you
But the muffs on your ears will cater your fears
My nose and feet are running as we start
To travel through snow
Together we go

We get colder
As we grow older
We will walk

So much slower"

I sing along to the lyrics silently and I feel myself drifting into a dark rest. I rest my head against the window and fall asleep.

I wake up in my bed. I don't remember going to bed here.
I fell asleep in...
Uh oh.
I get out of bed, still in my skirt and tank. I see a piece of paper on my desk with my name written on it.
"You fell asleep in my car, and I didn't want to wake you, so I brought you up to your dorm. Don't worry, I don't stalk you so I know where your dorm is haha. I texted Jules and she said she was getting a ride from another guy tomorrow morning.
-Connor"