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—————————————————————————- 📍Location:Alyssa's home As she gathered her things for her bath, she couldn't help but to think about her two newest patients
She usually did a pretty good job at keeping her thoughts and issues of work solely at work,but today was different.As she sat in her bathtub Her mind kept wondering to them.She had so many questions,and concerns.
She gave everyone the benefit of doubt and she had seen plenty of cases were people just plead insanity as the "easy way out"rather than going to jail.
Something in her spirit was telling her they're different.The way they speak,and get defensive about different subjects,and the overall look behind there eyes.
It seems as though their just coming from a place of pain and they're mental illness is just a way of their brains trying to cope with all of that pain.
They both have a wall up that's going to be difficult for her to bring down but she loves a challenge and is determined to help them.
Finally snapping out of her daze she finished up in the tub turning the shower head on and Rinsed off.
She stepped out wrapping her towel around her and sat on her bed finishing up her routine.
She moisturized with her cocoa butter and vanilla body oil and slipped under her silk sheets since she didn't like to sleep in clothes really.
She set her Alarms and put her phone on the charger next to her.
As she laid there she began to put her leg on top of her pillow and hold it.
Something she found was the quickest way to fall asleep.She likes to claim it was just comfortable but she knew she wished it wasn't just a pillow she was holding.
She had a on and off again relationship with her first love Deontae but he would fuck other bitches every chance he got.
Alyssa blamed herself for him cheating,they would mess around and do sexual things but she could never bring herself to actually have sex with him.
Her biggest fear was someone pretending like they love and care for her but once they fuck they leave,and She knew he was the type to do just that.
So every time he cheated she confronted him and every time he apologized and still cheated time and time again.
She never admitted this to anyone not even ari hell she doesn't even wanna admit the shit to herself.
They've been doing this since her freshman year of college,but once she fell in love with herself and her work.After she graduated she focused on work and her family and distanced herself from him and didn't really think to much about him,except every once in a while.
He still somehow finds a way to show he cares for every now and then by checking in on her or calling randomly;she doesn't feed into his delusions of them getting back together though.She loves the thought of getting to experience real love.Its just the thought of getting hurt in the process that she doesn't want to go through again.
