Taste Of Medicine | G.Daniel & M.Healy

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Something with George was off. It was odd. But i couldn't quite put my finger on it. It was obvious he was aiming to put some distance between us recently. And to maybe call us off altogether. But then when he did happen to bump into me, he was far more needy. Acting more desperate to be closer to me. In a sense he just wanted to hold me. Which wasn't something that happened often with us.

I kept my head resting on his chest. Feeling as though i should just come out with it, and ask what's going on with us now. But i couldn't force myself to do it. I didn't like serious conversations. I was afraid they would destroy what we had. His hand rested on the back of my head as he began swaying to a slow song playing inside.

He was a massive goof at times. But i secretly loved him the most when he was like this.

I never like to admit it. But as much as i loved the raw, straight to the point sex with him. I also cherished these unusual moments with him. When he was softer and more loving. It's what showed me that he truly did care for me. It wasn't just about the sex. He loved me. He was like my loving big giant.

I yelped out in surprise suddenly, caught off guard when he quickly lifted me up to his waist. Our faces now the same level. His eyes staying on my face as he flashed me a full teethed smile when i gladly wrapped my legs around his thin frame. My face began to mirror his. Not being able to hide my happiness from him.

"I love it when you smile" He whispered, before pursing his lips out. Wanting me to kiss him again.

I grabbed his cheeks together, to push his lips out further, making him pull a stupid face, pouting face. Before biting his bottom lip gently. Receiving a deep throaty groan from him. Which made me burst into laughter.

"George?" "Where's George?"

As soon as i heard her voice, i knew what was coming. He carelessly dropped me to my feet. Causing me to lose balance for a second,and almost fly into the fencing.

I turned, about to have a go at him for not being more careful. But of course, he'd gone. He dropped me like a hot brick as soon as miss totty called for him. He didn't even give me a second thought.

This jealousy was driving me mad. I wasn't sure how much more i could take. I thought i could handle this. I thought i was fine with things being this way. But it seemed the more he tried putting a wedge between us, the more i craved and needed him.

It wasn't fun anymore. It wasn't carefree and meaningless. I was fearing i was feeling more than him at this point. I knew i was already starting to get hurt.

But i wasn't sure if i could stop it.

I had to try though. I needed to stay away. I needed a distraction. I needed someone new. . . .

Matty.

He just happens to be in the right place at the right time.

This wasn't about making George jealous anymore. This was about putting a stop to mine.