This past year has brought several things to light for me
most of which have been quite painful realizations.
I've lost people I loved
-some to whatever may come after this life
and others of their own choosing-
and suffered emotional, physical, and mental setbacks.
These occurrences slowed my writing
but I knew how writing and reading everyone's
comments made me happy in the multitude
of sadness that surrounded me,
so I kept trying.
Then I read a comment left on one of my books..
..and my writing just stopped.
I never let online comments get to me,
but this comment from this particular person
got into my head and made me feel like sh*t.
I didn't want to write anymore.
I didn't even want to read anymore.
Wattpad aided in my giving up
by telling me that they didn't know
how to fix my not receiving notifications issue.
No motivation.. no notifications..
What is the point of even opening or having the app at all?
I still had tons of story ideas, however,
and to have so many ideas and drafts
that would never come to fruition
made things worse for me.
Therefore, I present to you
DRAGONFLIES
(aka "This IS Me Trying")
a collection of short stories
that I'd hoped to flesh out into
full length books one day
but as of this moment
this is all that I can give.
I will keep adding stories to this book
as I complete them so if you're interested
keep it in your library
so that you don't miss the updates.
Each story will be SEVEN chapters long
(because of course)
with maybe an occasional
bonus chapter.
I ask TWO very important things of you as a reader
should you decide to continue with this book
(1) BE KIND
You have no idea how much it took out of me
to gain any type of motivation to write
one.. single.. sentence..
That does not mean flatter me with bullsh*t.
If you aren't into the stories, don't read them.
POINT BLANK
No comment about your departure
nor what you don't like is necessary.
JUST LEAVE QUIETLY.
(2) BE GENUINELY KIND
If you read and enjoy the chapters,
please vote, comment and share them
with those you believe would enjoy them as well.
My notifications are working again!
I love spam comments and votes!
I need a little sunshine in my dark days.
Okay.. enough of me babbling
If you read this far, thank you
You are SO appreciated.
For those that are shy about commenting
you can message me little notes of support.
I don't mind at all.
I hope you enjoy ❤️💜
-Alloflovethatmadeit
2024/01/01
YOU ARE READING
Dragonflies
FanfictionA collection of BTS short stories from my plethora of book drafts