Her Promise ...

Her life

In morning
               somewhere in London

"Mom please, save me, save him, i don't have money!! M-o-m ar-e yo-u lis-te-n-ing , pl-ea-se h-e-lp us " Isabella was mumbling in her sleep. It's same nightmare, from last 2 years she is suffering or rather call it memories,her dreadful past.
With a scream she sat straight on the bed, mumbling something,  she started counting to control her panic attack. Suddenly her bedroom door opened her daughter walked in slowly.

"Mommy are you okay", Rose  ( Isabella's 3year old daughter)asked taking her  mother's large hand in her small  ones.

Isa cooed her daughter and replied

"Ofcourse baby mumma is absolutely fine, i just had a bad dream."
Rose settle beside her mother and start stroking her hair, these are one of those reasons  Isabella   smile  daily and wake up new determination push her to do something for her children.
Isa has a beautiful  small house she put her daughter Rose  on her hips than the duo walked towards bathroom for morning routine.

After freshing up Rose  run towards kitchen while Isa finish her daily chores.

Isa  walk towards kids room next to her to walk up Noah ( Rose's twin brother).

Waking Noah up she start to prepare breakfast for kids and herself. Her boss was out of city for almost a month visiting his other branches.

After breakfast:-

"So today we are going to park ". Isa  announce excitedly, Noah start clapping while Rose  pass a beautiful smile to her mother. Rose was healthy baby as she remembers,   and Noah was surprise baby, as doctor told her he was hidden behind his sister.  They both  were born pre maturely , Isabella lost a  lot blood on the way to hospital. It was still a miracle how they all survived.

Whole day the  three enjoyed in park, roaming around streets, enjoying lunch and dinner in restaurants, eating icecream while coming  home. The smile on Noah and Rose's face confirmed that taking a break from her job was good decision from Isa's side. She declined his boss to travel with him this time.

Night time children went to sleep.
Isa remembers the day she was getting ready for job interview, for COO'S secretory.
If she got selected she is going to free from burden of doing extra shifts late night at cafe.
Isa  is  ambitious women, who wanna achieve something, but after past incidents in her life, her past relations with people put her edge to trust anybody.
She was uncomfortable around people, only her unborn child was their for her to come out of trauma . Even she  sometimes  want to curl into foetus position and hide from world she can't beacuse she had to fight for her children,for their better future,she can't become like her parents, selfish,self obsessed.

James  ( Isabella's cousin) love's her more than anything in life, after his departure nobody care for her, her meals, her health especially mental she sometimes thought was she always that unlucky to loved by someone, whoever love her left her, whomever she loved left her, breaking her heart into million pieces, crumbling hard that she is unable to breath at one point. But she always wanted to live ,love,laugh freely now she is hiding from the world.she always become conscious that they are going to find about her wherebouts,they are going to snatch her babies from her.

Breaking her chain of thoughts, she walk towards her balcony, looking at stars which always reminds her about , her beautiful angels, whom she loveda lot . James always wanted to her to move on   but she was  not over her past relation, she wants to end her life but James was always there for to hold her whenever she cry, scream, curse her life.
He was always their saying
"It's going to be okay sweetheart, you me together remember"
And she always replied with smile "yaa together forever"
But now no one is here  to hold her,soothe her pain, put her broken heart's pieces together.
"I was wrong again , you James was just like them first loving me than left me alone to fight with my demons, i -i m-i-ss u-s s-o m-uc-h, yo-ur la-ug-h, yo-ur jokes , y-o-ur h-u-gs , i mi-s-s  o-ur l-at-e ni-g-ht c-ha-t, why you left us,me Your an&g-el, " Isabella was crying,hicupping covering her mouth not to distrub her children's sleep.
"Why James,why can't we lived  like  a family together forever, like you wanted us ,you promised us".
She asked him looking at the sky.