Life
Life is something that must be taken away
I will remember that day
that night
that night earlier you said that you had a dream with only whiteness
I had a feeling that you'd only have a day left to live
The hardest part about you being gone is that it really doesn't feel real
a part of me says your still here
I wanna ask about the book about love about life and problems
you were my go to person
when you died I thought I'd have auntie
but kk died on February the 4th of 2023
it's hard to forget someone when they left you with so much to remember
i wanna forget
that night i don't wanna remember
I want you back more then anything
because no other family is like the one i had before
no one was like you
you were the mother i wanted and needed
I thought when you said you'd be back you'd come back
you didn't
you never left that hospital
your stuff came back
but not you
the worst part is, is that no one was there, no one actually understands until there family dies and they get taken, I'll never smile the same, I'll never be the same
i don't even want help
because I'm scared
and I'm confused
asking isn't helping
you left me with so many questions
i can't say ,,I'll go home and ask my mom,,
because I can't
the only good thing about someone dying
is that they won't feel pain anymore and they won't have to deal with the stress and anxiety about money or anything else like that
they'll be free
that's why i wanted to die
but fear keeps me alive
fear keeps me from making bad decisions
my biggest fear is losing someone i love
I'm scared I'll forget what you look like
but then again it's my fault right?
because every time you hurt us, I wished you feel every you'd done to us.
