Fear
my biggest fear was losing someone i truly care for
my biggest fear was one day someone might see me the way I see myself
my biggest fear was someone judging me
my biggest fear was the thought of offing myself
my biggest fear was someone leaving me at my lowest
my biggest fear was being alone
my biggest fear was growing up
my biggest fear was having someone off themselves knowing I could've helped
my biggest fear was drowning
my biggest fear was being killed
my biggest fear was being kidnapped
my biggest fear was being afraid
But my biggest fear now is me
I fear I'd hurt someone I love
I fear i'd kill myself
I fear that it'd be my fault
I fear i'd end up alone
I fear I'd become something I didn't wanna be
I fear I'd make a mistake
I fear I'd make a bad decision
I fear I'd end up with nothing left
I fear I'd end up poor\homeless because of me
I fear myself because I have to many decisions
that I don't want to have
-Faatima J H
life and death.
