Maybe It's Time To Move On. NOT A Love Story!!!!!

I Messed Up BIG Time

                                                                      ~Niall's P.O.V~

Brittany texted Zayn. She wants to see him I texted Lou : Brittany texted Zayn she wantes to see him.

Louis: Dont let him in to see her on my way!

 I texted back as soon as I could: Little to late he’s here might wanna hurry!! -Niall  I rushed over to Brittany’s room blocking the door so he couldn’t get in front of me. He tried to push past me but I wouldn’t move he walked away and pulled out his phone. I heard a phone ring and it wasn’t mine - it was Brittany’s. If I move he could get in and he knew it but if Brittany finds out he is here and I won’t let him in she will hate me. I didn’t move I stayed put Zayn got another text from Brittany most likely I couldn’t take it. I walked over to him and took his phone and read everything. Nothing about me. It was all about what happened. Brittany asked him. He told her. What am I going to do? If Lou finds out he will be so mad at me. Will he even talk to me again? There wasn’t a way I could of stopped it was there. She was going to find out one way or another but what did it have to be from Zayn? Why did it have to be by the one who hurt her the most? Was there something I didn’t know? 

I threw Zayn's phone at him but he didn’t catch it he let it fall to the floor then picked it up. He looked so pissed off at me. I have never seen Zayn like this. I don’t even think he has ever been this mad before and if he has I haven’t seen it. I didn’t want him to be mad at me but I also don’t want Brittany to be hurt. I saw him walk towards me and i thought just great.

Zayn: "really you are going to sit in that room with her and lie? Really Niall? What the hell dude everything you told her was a LIE she called me when you was in her room talking about me. So don’t lie your way out of this because you can’t. I know EVERYTHING that you said. Also you and Louis want her to lay in that bed wondering what happened thinking that you was going to be the one to tell her what happened well you were wrong she knows everything. I should have been the one who told her because it was between me and her the only reason you knew is because Louis trusted you and just wait until he finds out what you said and I will make sure he don’t trust Brittany with you anymore since all you want to do is lie."

Me: "what did you want me to do Zayn? I didn’t know how to help her I didn’t know what to say to her. The only reason you wasn’t the one sitting up here with her today is because your right the fight was between you and her but the doctor gave her a stress test and she FAILED it Zayn!! F.A.I.L.E.D IT. The doctor told us not to tell her what happened because it would makes thing so much worse on her not better. And your right I did lie and I’m sorry about that I was just mad at you!"

Zayn: Did you ever think her not knowing caused her MORE stress? DID YOU? DID ANYONE? You need to stop and think about things you all do. Niall she’s 13 she is going to want to know. She’s not 2 she has the fucking right. You guys are taking that from her and you shouldn’t if she wants to know then she should get to know. If she wants to know where I’m at just tell her that you guys are taking everything from here and that I said I love her. 

With that Zayn walked away I wanted to stop him because he has a point It makes since. He right she’s not 2 she is almost 14 and she should be able to know. I still don’t think it was right for Zayn to tell her. She shouldn’t have to be in a spot where she will go to anyone just to find something. All of us are trying to help get better but none of us are doing that. If anything we are makin it worse and worse. I seen Louis walk in and he said that Brittany texted him and she heard everything that she don’t want to talk to anyone she just wants to be left alone so we just walked out not saying anything. Louis wont talk he just keeps looking at the ground like he is thinking about something huge. Like he has this big plan in his head that will make things better between us all and I can tell he is thinking about Friday when Brittany gets to come home and then Sunday when we leave the states for the first time with Brittany. But what was he thinking for sure.... I don’t know but I have a pretty good feeling it is going to be big. I just hope it makes things better with everyone, but right now I really need to figure out how to fix things with me and zayn.

                                                                          ~Zayn's P.O.V~

I can’t fucking believe Niall! What the hell was he thinking telling Brittany all of those lies about me and his reason was I was just mad. Really and he thinks its ok well its not. Not even close and if he thinks it is he as another think coming because I don’t plan on talking to him until he comes up with a good reason for saying what he said. It wasn’t true. None of it. I’m so done talking to him for awhile I’m so tired of him saying ohh I only said it because I was mad that’s not a good reason at all so he it shut the fuck up and I will do the same when he is around. 

                                                                            ~Niall's P.O.V. ~ 

I fucked up this time. Why am I so fucking stupid? Why did I have to say the shit I did. What am I’m going to do this time?