KEERTI KA NAKSH

Naksh POV

Hey guys...  Lets start the story but i want to specially mention the person who asked for this story and believed in my writing and had faith that I will do justice to her imagination... That person who motivates me to write this cute story is dibyadas7 ....so fingers crossed...

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HERE IS NAKSH'S POV :

Hii.. I am Naksh Singhania... You know I had always been pampered by my family.. I was the special Duggu of my Mom... Lalla od Badi Daadi.. Chiku of my Nani maa... but alas.. i think every good time comes to an end when me and my sister Naira grew up.... Sole attention of being the precious child unknowingly shifted to my little sister Naira.. Dont you guys think I am jealous of her.. Nope... How can I , when she is my babysis.. I love her with my life. my heart...  But....

Being the precious lalla and duggu of the house.. I couldn't cope up with being only Naksh of the house... I don't know If it is true or not... but my heart felt this change... Gradually.. the focus shifted from Duggu to Naira.. like... uska khana... uska khel kood.. uska padhna.. uska ronnaa.. everything just suddenly revolves around her... I was just like a side character in my own house.. where Once a time was only my name echoing in the house... Nobody seems to care about me.. I became the zimmedaar beta and she became the ladli of the house...

I know.. I shouldn't think like that... but how can I not,.... Nobody seems to think how I would feel being the side character of the house... sometimes I feel like my family even my mumma forgets that they have someone name Naksh in this house... I took the responsibilities of Singhania Diamonds.. But I think that was the wrong decision made by me... I just got busy in official matters and eventually the phone calls from home become less.. at breakfast time in home.. I just had to share the business details with my papa and dadaji... (breathes a sad and depressed sigh)... Then... Eventually she got married to her love Kartik Goenka.. I thought then I will get little importance from family... But all those dreams get drained... (sad smile)...

Their sole attention shifted to now both Naira & Kartik... being the beta and jamai raja of the house... And the beta of the house got forgotten eventually...  

With a heavy heart.. I took a harsh decision... Of leaving Singhania Sadan and Singhania Diamonds...  I still remember the day when i announced this decision in Singhania Sadan... then suddenly remembered the forgotten beta of the house.. But the damage is already done... 

Flashback of the day....

Naksh on breakfast table with his family members... (Naksh: N, Akshara: A, Naitik: Nai, Badi daddi: BD, Dadaji: D)

N: Dadaji.. Mei aap sabse kuch baat krna chahta hun and mei chahta hun ke aap logg mera ye decision maane please... 

D: Naksh... kya baat hai bolo? (sensing the seriousness in Naksh's tone)

A: Hann Duggu... Bolo .... (Listening duggu from akshara... he gives a sad smile to her, which make a unknown churn in her heart)

N: With a deep breath...  Mei Singhania sadan mai nei rehna chahta ab... Mei apne penthouse mei shift hona chahta hun...  

He heard a loud gasp from all the members sitting on breakfast table... Akshara sat on her chair with tears welled in her eyes... unable to look away from Naksh's face which has determined expression on his face... 

D: Naksh beta... ye kya keh rhe ho tum? Humse door jana chahte ho.. akele rehna chahte ho.. Par Kyu?

N: Sirf Singhania Sadan hi nei... Mai Singhania Diamonds se bhi resign kar raha hun... Aapka Ghar and Business mei aapke hawale kar raha hun dadaji... ( with a blank expression on his face)

BD: Lalla... with teary eyes.. Par Kyu beta... Nahi... Tu aise kahi nei jayega... Tu iss ghar ka chiragg hai... Tere binna ye ghar ghar nei h beta... Mei tujhe jaane nei dungi...

Nai: Han Naksh... tumne aisa socha bhi kaise.. Ye ghar.. Singhania Diamonds sab tumhara hai beta.. isko tum nahi sambhaloge toh kon sambhalega..

N: Mai bas aap loggo ko ye decision btana chahta tha... Meine already BOD (board of directors) ko apna resignation bhej dia hai... Aap and dadaji agar office jao toh aapko table per milega aapki...   ( In the meantime while having their talks... Naksh Luggage and belongings are brought in Living room by ramu kaka).. Akshara stood up and started shaking in panic seeing his luggage and belongings..

A: Nahi duggu.. tum mujhe chord ke nei jaa sakte.. duggu aisa kyu keh rhe ho.. Itna bada decision le liye and btana bhi zruri nei samjha.. Kya hum ab tumhare kuch bhi nei lagte... (while crying she said)

N: Lagta toh mei kuch nei hun aap sabkaa Maa... lagta toh mei kuch nei hun aap sabkaa.... ( he repeated).. Kya yaad bhi hai maa ke kab aapne mujhse do pal mere saath baith ke baat ki thi... or aap papa... kya yaad bhi hai business ki saari zimmedari mere kandho pe chordke... aapne kab mujhse baat ki... jab bhi hmari baat hui sirf business.. ye deal.. vo deal... Aap sabne sirf Naksh Singhania jo Singhania Diamonds ka CEO hai usse baat ki.... Ya jo Singhania Sadan ka Waaris usse... He quoted "Naksh ye kaam hogya.. Naksh vo hogya...." Mumma.... Kaha tha aapka Duggu uss sab mei... , Badi Daddi... Aapko toh yaad hoga ke kab aakhri baar mere sar par pyaar se haath feera thaa.. Nahi... Aaapko yaad rahi toh sirf  Nairaa... Ye mat samajhiyegaa ke mujhe Naira se koi problem hai... Nahi... Usse koi problem nei.. Usmei toh meri jaan basti hai.... Mujhe problem hai iss baat se... Ke saara pyaar naira ke liye... or mere liye yaaad aai bhi toh zimmedariyaa... 

He further added... Isliye meine ye decision liya hai ke ab mei vaha nei rahunga jaha mere hone ya naa hone se kisiko koi farak hi nei padhta ho.... Isliye ab mei aaj hi apne penthouse mei shift ho raha hun.. aur abse apna sapna poora krunga.... Or han ek baat or... Singhania Diamonds se ek bhi paise nei liya hai meine apne sapne ko bnane k liye and naa hi Singhania Naam ka istemaal krungaaa... Jo bhi apne sapne ko poora krne mei lgaunga apni mehnat ki kamai hogi vo meri... Bas itna kehna chahunga ke... Thank You zindagi ka itna bada sabak dene k liye... Ke jab apne hi apne naa hue toh umeed kisi se kyu lgani.. Boht Shukriya... Chalta hun Mr & Mrs Singhania... He said.. while looling towards Akshara & Naitik... And dropped the car keys and ATM cards which belongs to Singhania's . While moving out of the house... He took his own car keys which he had purchased with his own income.. and Lastly look back to see his dear family and the house.. which bring so many joys in his life but gave unforgettable wounds on his heart.

With a last look at his dear family... with tears in eyes... He sadly smile and shook his head and passed the threshold of the Singhania Sadan with the intention of never coming back.... But his heart knew.. this determined promise will break ... 

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