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Khaotung returned to the apartment empty, First he had spoken to this afternoon had not returned from his meeting with Mix.
It felt empty and a little unwilling that he would be moving to View apartment.
Khaotung thought this was normal because he had spent almost 24 hours with First, so it was natural that he looked sad even though part of him was happy to be making love with View today.
'Please leave a message in the call.' Operator.
"Um, First. I'm going to go stay at View's apartment today. I'll start cleaning up tomorrow, there's not a lot of stuff to clean up so... Yeah."
"You shouldn't go home too late, be careful on the road."
After contacting First's cell phone which suddenly became unreachable, Khaotung began to clean up the clothes he would wear tomorrow morning to go to campus.
Then, Khaotung once again saw First's face on a figurine of the school graduation photo with him.
There were so many things that First had hidden from him, but Khaotung really felt that he didn't need to be angry about this, but he wanted to find out about what he was hiding.
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don't know what the purpose was, but First asked to meet Mix at his house.
Mix who didn't understand why First suddenly asked to meet just accepted without asking many questions, but his face showed that he was currently looking sad.
"Do you have a story to share with me?" Asked Mix gently. Right now Mix felt like First was a little brother that he had to take care of.
"Phi, I'm in love again."
Mix smelled the alcohol from First's body, even from this far away, it was obvious that the boy had been drinking a lot before coming here. It was fortunate that nothing happened.
"But you look like you're heartbroken," Mix replied as he handed him a glass of clear water to sober up a bit.
"And I am heartbroken," First continued then looked at Mix with a sad look. It was the look Mix saw every day, but it was even sadder.
"To Khaotung?"
First showed a surprised face at first, but then ended up giving a small chuckle as he accepted the drinking glass offered by the Mix.
"Seen clearly?" asked First.
Mix looked at First who was drinking, then he gave a small smile as he recalled the look First often gave Khaotung. Mix too often had the same class as First and Khaotung, so he actively paid attention to both of them.
"Only I can see it, because before Khaotung I was the one who received that look."
"You saw my heartbroken gaze the second time. Right?"
Mix couldn't help but nod his head. "It looks worse because you didn't start anything but had to end it."
First dropped his head on the back of the sofa, tonight Earth had no sleepover so Mix could freely let his ex enjoy his sadness for as long as possible.
"I want to blame him, Phi."
"Why?"
"This shoulder, he uses it too much." First patted his shoulder.
"When he's sad, when he's happy, even sleeping he uses this."
Mix was confused, it was like he had never seen First this sad. Even when the two were dating First was never like this, only when Mix asked for separation did First show this side.
"He didn't think his actions had any other effect on me, hugging me when I slept, looking for me when I was sad, waiting for me to share his happy stories, talking all night and..." First closed his eyes, too much to talk about.
