Renegade [J.JK]

and no one ever knows

I take out  my belongings and walk out of my dorm. I had my arms wrapped around the necessary books for today. I got some bad sleep because of someone who penetrated in my dorm yesterday. I felt disgusted so I went for a second shower yesterday. 

After that kelly came inside our dorm drunk. I wanted to tell her what happened so that she can get a hold a her horny friend. She is responsible for this all. She is the one who invited him without asking me. I hate her for that but what can I do expect to complain. 

I'm going to the changing room because the person who thought of starting the school with sport will give us energy for the entire day, stupid . I want to murder the person for sure.

I went in side and walked to a corner to change. I don't show my body to any body even girls. It's that I'm shy to be honest. I never showed my body to someone before which makes me all shy even thinking about my future with my husband makes me blush. 

 I want a happy future with my husband where I have children and all the stuff whatever parents have. It's just the progress of having the happiness make me blush madly. 

I shake the thoughts away and change into a oversize T-shirt and the shorts which is given from the university. The blue T-shirt and the black shorts kind of make the look better but honestly I don't like the shortness of those shorts. 

It went right about my knees. My pale skin looks disturbing. I bet every one will look at me as If I'm a ghost. I let out a annoying sigh and went out side only to stop when I see more people then in my class. I wide my eyes when my sight caught the bunch of boys in the back playing volleyball. 

And then the boy who is covered in sweat. The one who came in my dorm without any shame. I take a good look at him and saw how his arms is covered with several tattoos. He had big ones and small ones. His entire arm is covered with tattoos but who knows if he has more underneath his T-shirt. 

The boys take a look at us when we were loud which gained their attention. And of course he will see me standing there all alone. I looked away when we made a quick eye contact. I feel his hard gaze. He was burning me with his look. This makes me nervous when I realize that I'm only wearing shorts. My legs are exposed which means he can see my flawless legs. 

I felt suddenly nervous.

" students gather around." We gather around in front of the teacher. " We will start with warming up. since It's your first day I will go easy on you. Warm yourself up then we will see what we will do today" 

with that everyone goes in some corner with their friends whilst I just go somewhere quite. I stretch myself when I felt the same gaze again. I look towards the source and flinch when his gaze was more insane if you can say it so ? 

I look away when I saw him checking me out. I hate him for sure. 

" I can believe I'm seeing this; I'm dreaming ?!!" you frown when you hear one of your classmate. You look at them then the direction where they are looking at. You widen your eyes when you saw the boys taking of their T-shirts. Your eyes search for some particular and when you found the person you blush. 

He had the perfect body type for a boy and you can see from the boys face that they envy him for that. He doesn't have six pact no, he had eight pact. He throes his hair back and swipe his sweat away with his hand. His biceps were popping out. 

Girls were drooling like they saw some good meat. I scrunch my face together and look away but I got a glimpse of his eyes looking at me. I blush again.

Stupid heart , why are you beating so fast  !!

" so gather around !" the coach told us when he saw us roaming around aimless. He is a strict one. The boys were sitting on the bench were they can see us perfectly. The girls beside me keeps on talking about the boy looking at them and true be told he is looking at me. I know for fact he is looking at me.

" since it's  your first time here you can do anything you want. I have something do to.So, for now you can do anything. I will come in between to see what you are doing but you better do something !  " You know how will this end. 

" okay ! let's begin !" with that he walked away. 

You saw everyone searching for a partner whilst you just stand there lost. The two girls who were standing besides you take some ball and started to play or trying to seduce boys. The senior went back tot he their specific place and started the game again. The game was insane. You couldn't stop glancing at their way. Not only you but everyone here who aren't playing the game.