Renegade [J.JK]

Don't you know who I am

" kelly seriously I'm not going there ! " you were sitting on the small table in your shared room whilst kelly is doing some make-up in front of the mirror. She was getting ready for the party in the frat house. And she asked you to come but of course as the good girl you are, you refused. kelly wont let you be and started to convince you by guilt trapping you. Like ' If you grow old you can't do this all ' or ' I will be all alone '. Who is she trying to fool, I know she has bunch of friends there and If I go there I will be the one who will be left alone. Therefore, I can't really drink not that I didn't tried. I did but that was because I was literally forced in high school.

And after all she wants to make up to her mistake from few hours before. You told her it wasn't necessary but she was stubborn so no way she wont let you go.

I hate drinking since then and the ones who drinks but then I realize that this was bullshit. Not, every drinker is bad. I hate drinker for another reason because I had a past with a drinker. I sigh and search a decent dress to wear. And, yes she convinced me somehow. I wanted to wear something simple but of course kelly wont let me be if I wore a T-shirt and jeans. So, I choose a black dress which covered my arms and the length went till my knees. It was okay.

I had a v cut in front but not to much which will make it awkward or uncomfortable. I take the heels which is kelly's and wore it. It was black and had some glitter on it. Kelly came in with a big grin on her face whilst I just roll my eyes.

" you better don't leave me behind or I will haunt you in your sleep " I warn her when she just laugh it away. She wont take it serious, she is kelly after all.

" com'on it's not that bad. I will guarantee you, you will have fun and find a lot of friends who ticks like you"

" hey ! I'm not a nerd or whatever you think of " I playfully yell at her. She isn't that bad. I hope I can understand her more. I stand up and grab a small hand bag just for case.

" let'sssss gooooo " she yells and take my hand in hers and drag me outside to her car. I sigh, It will be a long night.

After it felt like hours we parked the car in front of the frat house. It was huge and it was enough place for ten people. The house was crowded with students and people who are differently older then the kids in there. I don't want to know who they are and what they are doing in this frat house. Not at all and I kind of regret it to to come here.

I rub my arms for comfort when we stepped in side which was suffocating. There isn't enough place to go it was full. Body's were grinning against each other or they were eating each others face like they didn't eat for weeks. Grabbing each others private part, I wanted to trow up so badly. The smell is not what I expected. The room is covered with the smell of drugs. Not only one but several . I cover my nose and look at kelly who is taking me to the back somewhere. I wanted her to take me to place were I can breath peacefully. When we stepped out of the dance-like floor we stopped by a huge place. It was the living room which was only fulled with small amount of people. Kelly drags me to the empty place on the sofa when my eyes catches the one of the doe-like eyes.

Jungkook

I look away when my eyes met his whilst he was eating a girls face away. I scrunch my face together , I felt funny. I don't know why but I felt funny when I saw him kissing someone else. Kelly grabbed you and pushed you down on the sofa were everyone was sitting.

You glance at the table anf felt uncomfortable. It was drugs and cigarettes on the table including alcohol. It was disgusting .

" hey, head up girl. You are here to have fun" Kelly said and bumped her shoulders into yours. You gave her a small smile.

" ohh, It's the new girl, hm ?" one of the girl asked. She was beautiful for sure. Her blond long hair and her small waist or her small face made her look gorgeous. She had the dream body of every girl. And not to forget her smile was a killer. I bet each boy who sees her is going to fall in love with her or at least admire her.

I wish I was born like this but I'm fine with my body. It's not like I'm not perfect, in fact I believe I was beautiful in some other peoples eyes.